15th Sept, A Day To Remember..

hi!!!

It's been an emotional day for me although I didn't show much sign of emo-ing. I hung out with my friends, I mean old friends which was so helpful during the morning. I guess it is a little private here to expose who they are. Haha..

Yeah! Some got me right. I don't like to share my stuffs with people. I will only share bullshit I guess. Well, I am the man of crap. Er..which means, I crap a lot. Actually, I am not having a good mood currently and I can't manage to sleep although I feel quite tired now. I had a good laugh just now but still, the scar is there and it is one costly mistake. Regret? I'll take it as a reminder for me. I learned a lot actually. I think 'lesson' sounds more suitable, right? But, who cares?

Get straight to the point. I was quite shocked actually but I am extremely grateful to have such buddies( sounds more rapat to me) around me. I know they are trying to help. I know one of you told me, "I did nothing". But, you guys did a great job. Seriously, for those(those?) who spoke and for those who kept quiet. Thanks so much. Sorry for being so 'por ma'.

But, being emotional is not just because of that. I know some of you might think of the date. Well, fine. Sorry, you are incorrect. I noticed myself for almost spreading out some secrets of mine. Sorry, I just don't share. Sometimes, I do need someone but to crap with me when I am emotional. But, usually, I think loneliness will be my best partner. Whenever I revealed my secrets, I will feel uneasy. Don't ask me why because I also wanna know why.

What to do? I just hope I will be more careful during speaking? Or talking? Crapping? Whatever la...But when did I last reveal my personal stuff? That day, right? Remember that day I told you about...Yalo, that day la!

But,anyway, I love their stories ^^. They don't get mine...hahaha

I would like to say this to a lady. I hope she reads my blog. Sorry for being annoying but that's just me. This shows that you are cute. And to you guys out there reading this, please don't open your eyes so big. I am not confessing or anything. I don't have feelings for her. I mean it!

Coming back to my weird characteristic or behaviour. I know I told only part of my problems or stories to you all. It's like a movie with introduction but without the climax and ending. You can't blame me for that. "Share la a bit" ," Tell us something about it". That's what you all said to me and I agree to fulfill your request. If I ever tell you a full version, just dream on.

Miss my poem? I wrote some part of it but due to the outing just now, I just saved it. Hope to finish it soon but of course, I need inspiration.

There was a guy. I was quite amazed of that guy actually. He was being scolded for so long,' stupid people with you stupid car'. He still managed to smile to his friends. Where is his pride? He doesn't have pride actually. You can't blame him. This is him. I wonder how long will he get his pride? But, at least what he did bring a good ending. He lives without pride but did he do it right?

-steam-