Saturday, July 6, 2013

A Change for Life

hi!!!


Finally, I am in my working life. Being an employee for a week and I started to miss my life as a student. One of the most annoying change is to wake up EXTREMELY early. Then comes to traffic congestion which you can always see people putting their cars in the MIDDLE of the yellow boxes. Well, I have no choice but to wake up extra early to escape from the jam.

Well, my job needs a lot of inspiration as I am now a mechanical design engineer. The job is basically about designing a device structure and its mechanism. So, being sleepy is a devastating state. All I need is a calm and creative and innovative mind, I guess. The job is quite tough especially for the freshies like me as experience is a great contribution to the design job.

I was introduced to a senior and I have great respect for him. I can see a lot of knowledge and experience in him and he is quite funny as I always hear him laughing with very low tone.I can say my manager is good also. He always 'jio' me to lunch together and 'belanja' me once. LOL!  And my manager is a funny guy. I hope my enjoyment working with them will carry on.

But my first day of work was ALL about photostating == DAMN BORING!

Things change after that as I was given a designing task and I haven't complete it yet. Hahaha..the method I used during my undergraduate life is not a so called 'valid' method for the designing task. I guess I have so many brand new things to learn. And so many things that I have forgotten are important towards my design ==

I guess til here for now.


-steam-

Friday, May 17, 2013

The worst project!

hi!!!

It has been almost half year since I last blogged. The number of view is declining. Anyway, let's get straight to the point. I am in deep shit. I guess not many will experience this kind of shit but there will be some or a few. To those who had been in this shit, I wonder how you guys faced this kind of shit.

Here goes the shit. I am doing my final year project. Since the beginning of the project, I thought I will be doing at least okay but not that way. With my current supervisor, I am extremely stressed! At first I did not really wanted to choose his title as his attitude and behaviour is rather weird. Anyhow, he told me he will guide me and he offered me a copy of senior's thesis. That made me to change my mind. I took his title!

From that moment, shit has gone worse and worse. There were a few times which he was absent during our appointment for the project discussion. The problem is, he set the time and day all by himself and I agreed with it but he was NOT there! There was once in which I needed to go to his office for 3 times just to meet him ONCE! He didn't even apologize and act like he did not do anything wrong.

Secondly, he told me I have to plan a meeting with him to discuss and not simply go to him and ask questions. I am fine with it since this is his preference. However, most of the time I told him my problem and asked for guidance, he just answered, "That is not my problem. You have to find out yourself!" What kind of guidance is this?

Next, his English sucks! Although mine is not perfect but I am sure mine is much more better than his. Sometimes I don't understand what's his talking about and I asked, he showed me a black face and replied with a unpleasant tone, "You still don't understand!" Of course,man! What the hell?

He told me to do a few tasks and I did them but in the end, he told me to do another brand new thing again. Imagine how much time and effort has been wasted. And then, he said I was doing a last minute job. He doesn't like to go straight to the point.

Right now, I am still blur with my goal and objective of the project. I just did my best and hope for the best. That is nothing much I can do right now as I had make a very huge mistake at my first step. Oh ya! I just forked out around 850 bucks and he told me I can claim back with the maximum amount of 500 bucks and it is not guaranteed that I will get back the maximum amount of 500 bucks. What does that mean? Wait and see. All I need now is hope and miracle.

I kept this problem away from my family members. Letting them know will definitely worry them. I hope I am strong enough to walk this path alone and I am really having a stressed moment right now. I dreamed of my project when I was sleeping. The first thing and last thing on my mind will always be my project. I just need some guidance. It is that hard? I just wanna know what he really wants.

I really envy those with very caring supervisors. Some of my friends told me how good their supervisors treated them. Why I am not sharing the same supervisors with them?

Hopefully I will grow stronger...

-steam-