I am not a good fren...

hi!!!

Mistake by mistake...

What a week of mine.

I helped my friends before and I am sure everyone of you did the same. But, some will be left out, right? If you feel that I am wrong, then I am sorry that you never realise who did you left out.

Well, I just left out someone who had helped me quite a lot in my past. I would like to help him but I need to help myself too. I can only help one right now. Am I really selfish? No? I know you are joking, baby!

The miserable week of mine is going to end soon. I hope the new week will be much more better than this. I am sorry and please forgive me for all the wrong things I ever did to all of you.

If you can't forgive me, just forget me.

-steam-

有点疯的人

hi!!!

如果你的朋友有点疯，请好好珍惜！

有点疯的人性格很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话的时候,会拼命的说话,不高兴的时候,一句话也不说；

有点疯的人不爱记仇,但谁对他好谁对他不好,他还是记得很清楚的；

有点疯的人把真实的自己藏于半夜的寂静和午夜明朗的笑声中；

有点疯的人最注重的就是安全感.希望被保护,却常常是一个人；

有点疯的人不容易爱上一个人，但一旦爱上便很难自拔。一旦受伤，总是被伤的很深。只有几个贴心朋友；

有点疯的人是个很爱撒娇的孩子、总是很依赖别人；

有点疯的人喜欢海,喜欢顾影自怜.喜欢自己舔伤口；

有点疯的人性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤；

有点疯的人心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到；

有点疯的人嘴上说不在乎、心里却早已悲凉、心里的那把火早已熄灭；

有点疯的人选择了沉默、不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西；

有点疯的人总是很爱回忆、回忆以前的点点滴滴、以前的大小事只是默默的想着；

有点疯的人天生敏锐，与生具备的第六感，对人的内心有超乎寻常的洞察力，但他会把这些东西放在心里；

有点疯的人可以把你的眼神、内心看得很清楚，但却不会告诉你，他用旁观的态度判定虚伪；

有点疯的人不懂甜言蜜语，不屑拍马屁；

有点疯的人本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人；

有点疯的人不会真的发火，就算生气，也很快忘记！

有点疯的人只对真正懂他的人，展示他的创造性，他的情绪他变得冷淡就证明他开始对你重新审视，当他越是沉默，就代表他越是生气；

有点疯的人可能看起来很凶，其实内心是最柔软的；

有点疯的人看起来很冷淡，但那只是保护自己的方法；

有点疯的人很重视友情，但被伤害后绝对不再友善；

有点疯的人很容易被感动，但感动中又保有理智；

有点疯的人可能看起来很坚强，其实是最脆弱的；

有点疯的人可能很爱哭，但他的哭并不代表认输；

有点疯的人可能看起来很笨，其实大智若愚；

有点疯的人可能做事很毛躁，但内心很细心；

有点疯的人天生敏感和细腻，却会用心鉴定；

有点疯的人懦弱，受了伤之后，只知道躲在无人的地方独自哭泣；

有点疯的人虚伪，明明已经心痛到无法呼吸，还要在最爱的他面前假装坚强；不轻易让任何人走进他自己独自的世界；

有点疯的人的笑容，无论开心或者悲伤，他都是一脸笑容，笑容，是他们伪装自己最好的武器；

有点疯的人的眼泪，从不轻易让人看见，他的泪，从来只有她知道，

只是，谁又知道，在有点脑残的人笑脸背后，埋藏的是深深的悲伤，笑的越开心，伤的越深；

有点疯的人的退缩，有点脑残的人，永远不会轻易说爱或者喜欢，除非真的喜欢到了极点，否则，要他们表白几乎不可能，但是，一旦表白，他们就是不遗余力的付出，即使知道这样做换来的结果可能是深深的伤害…

有点疯的人，永远只可能做同一件事两次，表白也一样，同一个人，只可能听到他向你最深的表白两次，两次之后，就是绝对的安静了…即使仍然深爱着，他也没有勇气再说第三遍我爱你…他的退缩，不能重复一件事第三次；

有点疯的人愚蠢，不懂的怎么挽回深爱的人的心，只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈祷。

受了伤的有点疯的人，只会在角落独自忍受锥心的痛。

有点疯的人的：体贴第一名，爱吃第一名，爱家第一名，孝顺第一名，多愁善感第一名。

如果你爱上有点疯的人…请你疼爱有点疯的人。

但是我不是有点疯的人，我是很疯的人！！！

-steam-

Steamer oh Steamer

hi!!!

Steamer is currently steaming... with problems of course. Maybe the problems without solution. What am I going to do? Continue steaming? Ignore them?

I know what you are thinking. Seek for solution right? How smart... Do you mind reading again? The problems are not meant for any solution. I am not a good person although I really look like one. I know you doubt me but if you really take a clear look at my face, you will notice a very very fair and cute face with sparkling eyes. Well, that's why girls fall for me. ^^

Do you feel like I am showing off? Well, if yes, this means that you are jealous! Try to agree with my statement.

Although sometimes I may look really bad, but that's not all. I have more to be revealed.

Steamer is a good person? Think again!

-steam-

I am never good enough...

hi!!!

I have finally noticed a huge mistake of mine. I don't really consider it mistake I guess. I think It's better to say it as a weakness of mine. Of course, I won't reveal my newly discovered weakness to anybody. And whoever that does that, I SALUTE U!

What a shame to realise this at such time. Because of this, I did the wrong thing...I said the wrong words! I am so angry at myself.

I feel really uneasy keeping this all to myself. But, this is what I am going to do until... the day comes. Well, a really good day to be enjoyed as I just had my MECH NIGHT 2011 but it is also a day full of discoveries and lessons. How could this happen? It's never right!

If I continue to be like this, I am sure I won't be able to enjoy my life. This takes time. But I also hope for the faster approach of solution.

-steam-

HUAT AH!!!

hi!!!

Wishing everybody a happy Chinese New Year...

大家兔然发财！！

HUAT AH!!!

-steam-

How will it be if we ever meet again?

hi!!!

We walked around the turf,

With flowers blooming with love,

No more pain without a single nerve,

With two opened hearts for us to surf.

I was breaking free,

For you to reach for me,

I was your cup of coffee and you were my cup of tea,

We were everything for us to see.

When I see you smile,

You'll make me wonder for awhile,

I have had been thinking for a mile,

There is still no answer just how.

The road had finally diverged into two,

Leaving only the sign board without any clue,

I walked over the thorns without wearing any shoe,

The pain is there but I am still thinking of you.

I was once coloured by your paint,

I was once made insane,

I was once your sun and rain,

How will it be if we ever meet again?

-steam-

2011

hi!!!

First and foremost, let's welcome the year 2011 and HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Sorry for being 'not so active' anymore because of examinations. I know you can say I have sem-break but I was working and mostly 10 hours per day. Well, let us just forgive and forget about others wrong doing (especially mine) to welcome this very new year ( not that new anymore I guess...)

I wonder how will it gonna be next year... 2012 is awaiting. Professors and scientists did mention that 2012 is D-day! Well, and surprisingly, the world gonna end on my birthday! Is that a joke? Imagine singing a birthday song half way and buildings collapse. And the cake is for display only.

Well, I hope you still remember my birthday. Forgotten? *sobbing*

Okay! Let's talk about my previous semester. I did quite well and I am quite happy except for one. I got a D- in one of my subjects. The rest....not bad ^^ The semester with most A's ^^ But a D- drag my CGPA down to hell. Anyway, it's still above 3. Thanks to those 'Apples'. So, actually, my new year resolution is to..................................... Hehehe... ^^v

It's rainy season and it's also flooding season. Today, the whole campus got flooded. I guess there won't be any goalkeeping for me this week. No more flying and diving here and there.

I am gonna tell you YOUR resolution this year as I know many of you will surely forget this special resolution.

STEAM MORE!

Everybody, Happy New Year and Steam MORE!

-steam-