Fishing...

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Fishing in a pile of mud,

Oil has turned into lat,

Leaving with only an empty cart,

Going back with a broken heart.

Giving up on the fish,

No more fish on the dish,

That's never a wish,

Hope is forever perished...

-steam-

Life of Peperiksaan

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Satu hari sebelum periksa,

Merupakan hari yang paling susah,

Pagi malam pun mau baca,

Tidok malam pun tak lena.

Makan apa pun takda rasa,

Buat apa pun tak lancar,

Jadi millionaire pun takda makna,

Manyak lucky kalau tak jadi gila.

Hari periksa hari yang dinanti,

Bangun pun awal-awal pagi,

Belum pun sempat gosok gigi,

Sudah pun kat meja buat study.

Orang pandai-pandai semuanya steady,

Periksa apa pun aim tinggi-tinggi,

Setiap soalan, answer pasti cari,

Buat habis pun sempat check lagi.

Orang kurang pandai pula semuanya belum ready,

Periksa apa pun harap jangan mati,

Tengok soalan pun sudah takda hati,

Kasi tau lecturer, tahun depan jumpa lagi.

Periksa habis, semuanya manyak free,

Siang malam pun pergi happy,

Ada laki pakai handsome, pompuan pula sexy,

Malam-malam enjoy kat party.

Exam result semuanya worry,

Buat pahala harap ang kong po pi po pi,

Ada sedih ada yang happy,

Unfortunately, kitar ini akan ulang lagi...

-steam-

Secret's Recipe

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Secrets everywhere,

Sometimes they bring nightmare,

Sometimes they need eye wear,

No matter what, they always need people to care.

Sometimes they may look like a teddy bear,

And somehow they are so cute like a hare,

Sometimes they bring crack and tear,

For sure, it is very hard to bare.

They are no more themselves if exposed to the air,

Everything comes with a price or fare,

Some expensive and it is never fair,

Secrets into the graveyard are very rare...

-steam-

Qualified?

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I can sense that the coming days are going to be tough. Examinations and I haven't really master each of the subject and at the same time, decisions to be made. Decisions that can change my life. Considerations after considerations but still, no conclusion at all.

Achieving a dream means a lot to do. Sacrifices everywhere but there is no guarantee for success. I am currently stuck at the middle of the diverged road. Choices and considerations and no guideline. Mood swings everytime I think of it. Well, maybe 'them'. Will I ever succeed in my coming examinations with my current pathetic situation? I am so damn ruined!

But one more thing, am I really qualified? I received some setbacks because of planning to go for the small achievement. So, decisions of life? Is it the time? Time is running out. I don't have much time left to be so emotional thinking of the choices. Even, sometimes I feel like I talk too much. Maybe most of the time. Yeah, I know I am annoying sometimes. I can't spend much time here and I really need to study soon.

Since I am destined to be in this situation,

Ang kong popi popi...

-steam-

Stangers Again...

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We met up at the park,

That was the time we ignited the spark,

Whether it was just a matter of fate or luck,

It would definitely leave a mark.

You were so beautiful and I was so amazed,

Opportunities came, I would hang around your waist,

I hoped for the right time and the right place,

To get into the race, to go for the chase.

Things got off with flirts,

Everything seemed so right and nothing could go worse,

We became love birds,

Just because of a couple of simple words.

Things started to hurt,

As we began to take each other for granted,

Hearts started to get shattered,

Pathway seemed to be divided.

Love became ill,

That's the time we're going downhill,

No more love and no more feel,

As things started to get real.

Hearts grew apart,

Everything ended with a 'but',

Life began to get hard,

It's time to think back about the start.

It's time to change for the better,

It's time to try even harder,

But sooner or later,

We will either keep it together or we will hate each other.

No more sunshine, we see rain,

Journey ended and what did we gain?

The stage of breaking up, the stage of pain,

Will we ever be strangers again?

I am sorry,

You won't be my wife,

But I am thankful,

As you were the most important person in my life...

-steam-

Another Sleepless Night

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A cup of Teh O Peng during dinner and it happened once again. I went to bed at 1 plus and finally slept at somewhere around 4.

I started to wonder why couldn't I sleep when the clock struck 230am. Then it came to my mind. ICED TEA! But after sleeping, I woke up when it was 15mins before 7. What the heck! I was so steam but I really had to wake up and walk for around 30 steps just to get back to sleep. Sleep walking huh? I've told you I had already woke up! A simple reason, toilet :(

Woke up at 12 and what a day without morning...

-steam-

Study Week

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It's been days since my study week started and of course, I have started studying. But besides studying, I did other stuffs especially reading articles. I read a lot as you know, sometimes when you get bored after hours of studying, you need to relax yourself.

I went to Secret Recipe and the cake was so damn NICE! I wonder if I can still have cheesecakes from S.R during my birthday :P.

Well, let's go back to the articles. I read a lot of funny articles. One of them said that, when someone put his foot over to your cubicle in the washroom, changing room, mushroom... MUSHROOM?! beware as it signals something about....that thing la!

And a very successful founder of a telecast got expelled from university just because he kept a lady in his room. What the heck?! Wanna know who? It's better not to know as I know you wouldn't want people to know if he was you.

A member of parliament watched pornography during parliamentary session. What I mean is foreign country punya la!

Sometimes, we get to search all the weird stuffs online when we have nothing better to do besides studying. That's why we, STUDENT CAN'T LIVE OFFLINE!

But one thing that I am amazed is,.... WHAT?!! I haven't flirt for a really long time. That's why I always wonder that something is missing from my life ^^.

-steam-

Cooler!!!

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Weather is getting cooler. Everything is getting cooler. Let's just put global warming aside, will ya?!

Of course, my laptop is getting cooler. Why? Lappie got a cooler fan? If that's your answer, that's right but not that right. CUT THE CRAP!

I noticed my laptop cooler is not running well. It has internal bleeding. o.0?

Its wire was disconnected inside and that's why sometimes it runs and sometimes not.

So, I decided to change everything! MUAHAHAHAHA!!

What a MESS!!

Ta DA~~~~~~~~

It doesn't look nice but as long it does its job, I am done with it ^^.

It took me 2 hours to finish this. I know it's so simple but accidents happen in between and I have to cut the wire all over again and again~~~.

But at least I managed to save my RM10. Stingy huh?

-steam-

Annoyed :(

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For those who knows how I behave, I am never serious. Laughters everywhere, anytime. But whenever I am serious, people think that I am joking. Well, I don't mean everytime but most of the time. This is sometimes annoying. Do you know that how annoying it is when you are so serious telling something but others just brush you off? Sometimes I just stop and ... well, there is nothing I can do. Expect me to beg them to believe in me? Joking right? It's very hard to mix extremely well with me as I can only tolerate a few times and not everytime if something is not going my way. I have my limits and I know I will be in trouble if I am over my limits.

I even quarreled with my teachers before and I know it's very wrong in doing so. They have all the rights and the school is protecting them. They are just like my authorities. Approving every single answer of mine in the test. Slight mistake and they may be bias. Of course, we are human and we are from all different kinds. Some will follow emotions and some won't.

Borned with a baby face and everybody will hesitate a while in giving me a heavy responsibility. I just don't understand why. Although it's a give from the god and compliments of me being cute. I just hope to face the society one day which people believe in me and hand me something with 100% trust.

A lot of people criticised me and many teased me. I am okay and I take the teasing as jokes. But of course, I have the limits. Whenever I warn them, people thought I am joking. Until the moment when I show aggressiveness, they will stop to wonder. I will be very bad if I am angry. Doing the crazy stuffs hurting others. And then, I have to say sorry. If I am unlucky, scars will be in the hearts. For the worse case, deep down inside the hearts. I know I am small but that doesn't mean I don't dare to fight! I just hope myself to pass the EQ test of mine by being patient controlling my temper. Another annoying stuff, being criticised even I am doing the right thing.

I have a lot of tests for myself. And I know you too. If you don't have, just make some to improve yourself and for your future sake although 2012 is coming.

-steam-

Angry...

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Trying to console me? No use as I am not currently angry ^^

But anyway, I easily got angry these few days. Slightly annoying stuff and I am off to blast! Well, some of you may think of the monthly call. Well, maybe...who knows? Stress? Well, I have to learn to cool myself down to prevent any bloodshed. BLOODSHED???!!And Steamer gonna steam up your blood...muahahahaha!!!

-steam-