Trust

hi!!!

I noticed that trust is very important. I like people to trust me and so do you but I can hardly make it successful ><.

Noticing most of the people hardly trust me in what I do. Sometimes, I just said something so seriously but they thought I was joking. Well maybe I am too playful until whatever comes out from my mouth will be nonsense. And of course, I hardly trust people back. This is me. If you wanna know my secret, point a gun at my head and I will tell you, but only half of it o.0'''

It was a friend of mine that changed my personality. I remember it all happened when I was 16. He blew my secret and I told my self not to reveal any of my secret since that very moment. Even if you are the closest one to me, you have to find out yourself what am I actually hiding from you. And because of this, nobody wanna be close to me T.T . Izit?

Don't you think it's so sweet that people understand you so deeply until they know what are you thinking and you don't have to tell them at all?

Sweet right? BULLSHIT!

It's f***ing dangerous to have such people around. There is no more room for privacy. If you want people to invade your privacy, then go ahead @.@

So,what should I do? Trust people more or make them trust me more?

Trust people more? Hehe..I am very stubborn, honestly.

Seriously, to everybody especially you, I wanna sincerely apologize if I ever didn't trust you and I think it will happen again. Forget me if you want me to trust you more than anyone else.

-steam-