Injured!

hi!!!


As you can see, I am injured according to the title. I injured my left thumb for the past few weeks and now it's my right thumb's turn. Can write but with pain of course. My palm is partly swollen. All because of...FOOTBALL!

I noticed that my skills are getting worse and worse. It's like I can't manage to save basic low shots like what I was good at during my secondary school life. Am I having a phobia or what? Currently, I am like a noob even with a pair of gloves. When I see bouncing ball, the first thing in my mind is, "Oh my god, must I go for it or wait?".

Maybe futsal and football is not the same totally. Because I played futsal during my secondary school life. But even I couldn't manage to scoop the ball perfectly. What the heck is going on? People improve and what about me?

I feel a bit disappointed about the goalkeeping stuffs. I know it's just a game but I enjoy diving and saving shots. I managed to dive in the air( not very high I mean), but after the injury I am a NOOB. Can I really dive or was I being blown by wind?

I didn't tell my family about the injury as my dad once said to me, "Stupid ar? become goalkeeper let people shoot at you". But he doesn't understand the fun and excitement when you see the ball flying towards you and BOOM, IT'S A SAVE!

No more football for a week I think T.T

-steam-