Letting Go...

hi!!!

I really don't know what is it about,
Looking at the sun while becoming your cloud,
Always spotting you among the crowd,
Always listening to you, from soft to loud.

I am here to stay,
But I always see you going away,
I hope you will love me anyway,
But what you did is making my heart turned grey.

I am just a song without the soul,
I am the ice without its cold,
I am the knight without his bold,
I am having a heart with a hole.

I am feeling blue,
Thinking of the challenges we had gone through,
Leaving me helpless without any clue,
I am so down but I still don't know what to do.

You were not that heartless,
As you have made me breathless,
I am still under your curse,
And I need you to quench my thirst.

You are treating me like a foe,
You are making me low and slow,
Why do I love you, I don't know,
But happiness will only come if I let you go.

Time will pass and I hope to be stronger,
Hoping that my days with you will be better,
I am still your lover,
But I don't think it will last forever...


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Mai yi Siao Liao

hi!!!


Beh sai go jai yi liao. Ai ko cek liao. Go jai tat giu ga gui xin xiong.
Bo bi Bo bi...



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He Hurts

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He looks for the phoenix among the birds,
There you see, he flirts,
Showing off his skills with his words,
And indirectly, he hurts.

He is never a good guy,
As he makes girls cry,
He left just to fly,
Without leaving a proper goodbye.

As he leaves, there is surely pain,
He enjoys nothing and nothing to gain,
Trying to make his life white and plain,
Indirectly leaving the girls under the rain.

As the sun appears, he acts nothing,
But obviously he knows everything,
Until now he is still wondering,
Why was he flirting?

He is crazy,
As everyone can see,
This statement doesn't exclude me,
As he himself does not know what is he going to be.

He wants to be free,
And he knows he is extremely sorry,
All he can do is nothing but to flee,
Right now he is extremely worry.

He knows love is never a toy,
And love can't always bring joy,
Therefore, he hasn't deploy,
Here he asked, " Am I a playboy?"

He has been worse,
Treating the phoenix like his nurse,
Again he flirts,
And once again he hurts...



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Injured!

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As you can see, I am injured according to the title. I injured my left thumb for the past few weeks and now it's my right thumb's turn. Can write but with pain of course. My palm is partly swollen. All because of...FOOTBALL!

I noticed that my skills are getting worse and worse. It's like I can't manage to save basic low shots like what I was good at during my secondary school life. Am I having a phobia or what? Currently, I am like a noob even with a pair of gloves. When I see bouncing ball, the first thing in my mind is, "Oh my god, must I go for it or wait?".

Maybe futsal and football is not the same totally. Because I played futsal during my secondary school life. But even I couldn't manage to scoop the ball perfectly. What the heck is going on? People improve and what about me?

I feel a bit disappointed about the goalkeeping stuffs. I know it's just a game but I enjoy diving and saving shots. I managed to dive in the air( not very high I mean), but after the injury I am a NOOB. Can I really dive or was I being blown by wind?

I didn't tell my family about the injury as my dad once said to me, "Stupid ar? become goalkeeper let people shoot at you". But he doesn't understand the fun and excitement when you see the ball flying towards you and BOOM, IT'S A SAVE!

No more football for a week I think T.T

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Finally....

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Finally I am blogging! It's been a while and now, I can access blogger. Yeah!
Had been focusing on my studies for the past few weeks until I seldom online. I hope my hard work will pay off. But in the mean time, I have time for football also. Hehe.. Well, study hard, play hard. I went to play penalties and managed to dive(only saved a few to be precise) but not the top corner yet T.T. Am I too short or I am lacking of skills? Should I say both?

Haven't been home for 2 weeks already and it is going to be another 4 weeks. I just want to save some time and money. Sometimes being 'bo lui lang' is kinda hard. Need to plan and think before spending. Now, my car is almost a white elephant. Parked at the same place for several days. Cycled to lectures and tutorials. But at least it is good fr health right? Hopefully, I won't have such problem once I graduate. OOPs...Is it too early for that? Perhaps so...

By the way, I really miss my home although I went back to island yesterday but I didn't go home. I can't study at home and it's very hot there. How to study? But at least the environment here is more to studying environment and also footballing environment ^^

Well, hope for raya to come soon. Hopefully I will be free to earn some pocket money during raya. If any got 'kang tao', please inform me. Thanks.


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