Am I Really A Playboy?

hi!!!


I still wonder until today. Why do they call me playboy? Am I really one? It started after my form 5. I worked in a supermarket and everything started there. People started to think I am a playboy. But why until now? Even in my university, I heard people calling me playboy or flower heart or whatever it is similiar to playboy.

I know I like to play and have sweet words with the girls but, I thought girls like it. They know I am joking right? I saw many laughing but since they can laugh, it means they kinda approved it, right? And then, why am I still the so-called playboy?!

I don't know should I change my this so-called playboy...

I know I am playful but sometimes I am serious although with smiles and laughters from me also ^^
This is me! I can even laugh or smile when I am in deep depression. Sometimes I even joke like nobody business. Is this wrong?

'Smile to the world and the world will smile with you' I learned this since I was in my kindergarten. Does it mean I can only apply this during my pre-school moment?

Do I really like one? Am I really a playboy? No right? Yala...Even you also said I am not one. Thanks ^^

Moreover I don't look good. Playboy must be handsome and charming right? Then why am I the chosen one? Wait until I have my plastic surgery first then only call me playboy.

Have been emo quite a long time just because of this stupid word. I know it is nothing much but I just couldn't help it. I know I am not!

But whatever happens, I am still the steaming Steamer...


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