Love Is Blind

hi!!!


I can't see the next day,
As I have a lot more to say,
Sometimes I don't even know you pay,
And sometimes I don't even notice your play.

I can't look deep into your eye,
I will never know when will you lie,
But I will put up my trust, very high,
Hopefully you won't make me sigh.

I can't see a single thing fly,
As I can only listen to people's cry,
This is the God's will and I don't ask why,
I will live this way till the day I die.

I hope we will do fine,
As I am yours and you are mine,
I know you did that not because of being kind,
As you have proved to me that love is really blind...



-steam-

Goodbye my baby!

hi!!!


It has been years and finally I have to bid farewell to my baby. Usually, we feel happy when we got new stuff to replace the old one but this time, for me, I feel sad instead. Realising the new one will serve me much sooner making my heart getting uneasy. The feeling is weird and it feels like... I just couldn't express it out.

But for whoever out there, love what you have and who you got. Not all beautiful and atrractive stuffs are better than the ugly one. Not all expensive things have better quality than the cheapies.

I MISS U MY BABY!

-steam-

Nerd? What the heck is going on?

hi!!!


Days ago, I was called playboy. Yesterday, people told me that I have the study face.

o.0?

So I am a playboy with a nerdy face?

Actually, are they joking or what?

I rather being called playboy than having the study face. ><



If you are having problems with girls, never find me because I am a playboy ><

If you are having problems with studies, also don't find me. I am not good in studies.


-steam-

Am I Really A Playboy?

hi!!!


I still wonder until today. Why do they call me playboy? Am I really one? It started after my form 5. I worked in a supermarket and everything started there. People started to think I am a playboy. But why until now? Even in my university, I heard people calling me playboy or flower heart or whatever it is similiar to playboy.

I know I like to play and have sweet words with the girls but, I thought girls like it. They know I am joking right? I saw many laughing but since they can laugh, it means they kinda approved it, right? And then, why am I still the so-called playboy?!

I don't know should I change my this so-called playboy...

I know I am playful but sometimes I am serious although with smiles and laughters from me also ^^
This is me! I can even laugh or smile when I am in deep depression. Sometimes I even joke like nobody business. Is this wrong?

'Smile to the world and the world will smile with you' I learned this since I was in my kindergarten. Does it mean I can only apply this during my pre-school moment?

Do I really like one? Am I really a playboy? No right? Yala...Even you also said I am not one. Thanks ^^

Moreover I don't look good. Playboy must be handsome and charming right? Then why am I the chosen one? Wait until I have my plastic surgery first then only call me playboy.

Have been emo quite a long time just because of this stupid word. I know it is nothing much but I just couldn't help it. I know I am not!

But whatever happens, I am still the steaming Steamer...


-steam-

The Letter

hi!!!

We smiled and laughed together,
Things got better and better,
Until the day with the rainy wheather,
Until the moment you receive the letter.

I don't want to love you,
But I will be there whenever you feel blue,
I don't know why but this is true,
I asked the God but I still don't have the clue.

I am not your lover, what should I do?
I always wonder, where will your heart go to?
You made me come and go just like the flu,
I know you have the doctor but can you please tell me who?

Whenever I asked you out for tea,
Negative answers and you were busy,
This is not the way it used to be,
Until the day you rejected me.

I have been massacred while you are holding the knife,
I am the bee that flew into the wrong hive,
But if I see you in the water, I will still dive,
Because you are my life...



-steam-

Another despair

hi!!!

What a result..
Really no A for maths ><.
It's my last maths paper in my entire life but .... (do u know ar?? last paper liao but first time no A...manyak susah leh the feeling)
But what to do?
Cry?
How old already?
Sad?
Over liao...
Happy?
^%#@&%$% !!!!!
By the way, results are really really worse than my expectation although my maths is some kind predictable.
If this case continues, I think I won't be sad anymore as I am used to it ><..

-steam-