hi!!!
Finally, I can grasp some fresh air. Still busy but not that busy as past few days where quiz, tests and lab reports came in one shot. The tests were like...thousands of sighs. Mechatronics was really bad. Solid mechanics was not that bad but still not that good as I hoped for it because I only figured out that I made careless mistake during the test when I was on the way to lunch after the tests. I guess I think a lot when I drive. I know it's dangerous but this is me. Thinking is my hobby which I don't really want to. By watching a simple movie I will think of what happens next. I just like this kind of prediction and I think super much before I doze off.
'What I did today? What did I do wrong? Should I do that? What should I do tomorrow? What should I study? Will I do well?Bla bla....'
3 more tests are awaiting me and I hope I can do well. Of course, without any silly mistake! I am so keen to join the football squad selection but there are several setbacks for me.
1. Time consuming
2. Am I really qualified?
3. Raining!!!!!!
Well, I guess this is brief enough to tell the current life of mine. Here's some of the add ons if it's too brief XD
I got this kind of waking up early habit since last few weeks. There were two times which I woke up an hour earlier than the set time. I was so damn blur which I thought it's already time to get up and get ready for lectures. So I prepared myself for lectures and realised that after I reached the destination which was an empty room with total darkness. Well, getting up early is good as I can have my healthy breakfast at cafe nearby. I cycled to cafe every morning (weekdays ONLY) for the past few weeks. This is totally amazing as I was late to lectures quite frequent during my last semester. And one more, I also practise sleeping early (before 12 and usually 11 plus). For weekends, I usually wake up around 9 and latest 1030 (once).
Actually, this was one of my almost impossible missions because I used to sleep until late morning and sometimes noon last time.
So, what else? Satisfied? INDEED!
-steam-
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Friday, October 7, 2011
Middle?
hi!!!
The feeling's still with me. The 'if' is always haunting me. Days passed but I still wonder about it but I know it's useless to wonder only 'if'.
If I stand in the middle, will everything change?
-steam-
The feeling's still with me. The 'if' is always haunting me. Days passed but I still wonder about it but I know it's useless to wonder only 'if'.
If I stand in the middle, will everything change?
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Another encounter...
hi!!!
Another encounter of futsal competition. This time it only involves the school of mechanical and aerospace engineering only. Moreover it is free. It's a MUST to join.
I went there with some striking colour on my clothes and as usual, I stood in between the posts. I 'accidentally' attracted the attention of everybody with the striking colour. That made me extra nervous and cameras were looking at me. Then, I thought of going into the match after the speech because my team was competiting the first match. Anyhow, 'BOOOOOM'!! "Mali mali MAKAN!!"
What the hell?! I needed to wait for them to eat. Then, the time had come. I was so eager to stand between the posts restricting anything to get past me EVEN FLIES!!!!
Match started and I was in my half sitting position as usual. I was so damn nervous until there was a time where the ball was bouncing slowly towards me. I should've caught it with firm grip EASILY but I DIDN'T! It passed me. Fortunately, a nice clearance from 'I don't know who' ( I was shocked). Unfortunately, I got jeered by the audience beside. Quite a number of people were there. Another higher level of tension was built.
Second half came without any break. Then, I was lucky to save one which the crowd cheered. YEAH! That's what I wanted as my confidence level was boosted like a sky high rocket. Then 0-0. Penalties shoot-out and we lost. The last shot was really really unforgettable.
"AH KEAT! U CAN!! DON'T SCARED" (in hokkien) and then, GOAL!
Some of the comments and shouting are still in my head.
" Lu orang main main ka? Main defend.."
" Counter!!!HAR HAR HAR!!!SHOOT!"
"Waaaa...ini budak cina boleh main lo..."
"lu orang selalu defend tunggu seri.."
"Keeper!! steady steady..." ( I like this the most and I replied with a thumb up XD)
Those were from the technicians and staffs of the mech school behind my posts. I really appreciate their support. I hereby thank my mates and the crowd that cheered and also jeered me XD.
This was the best atmosphere I have as a goalkeeper!
I am not a good loser as I emo-ed after the match :(
-steam-
Another encounter of futsal competition. This time it only involves the school of mechanical and aerospace engineering only. Moreover it is free. It's a MUST to join.
I went there with some striking colour on my clothes and as usual, I stood in between the posts. I 'accidentally' attracted the attention of everybody with the striking colour. That made me extra nervous and cameras were looking at me. Then, I thought of going into the match after the speech because my team was competiting the first match. Anyhow, 'BOOOOOM'!! "Mali mali MAKAN!!"
What the hell?! I needed to wait for them to eat. Then, the time had come. I was so eager to stand between the posts restricting anything to get past me EVEN FLIES!!!!
Match started and I was in my half sitting position as usual. I was so damn nervous until there was a time where the ball was bouncing slowly towards me. I should've caught it with firm grip EASILY but I DIDN'T! It passed me. Fortunately, a nice clearance from 'I don't know who' ( I was shocked). Unfortunately, I got jeered by the audience beside. Quite a number of people were there. Another higher level of tension was built.
Second half came without any break. Then, I was lucky to save one which the crowd cheered. YEAH! That's what I wanted as my confidence level was boosted like a sky high rocket. Then 0-0. Penalties shoot-out and we lost. The last shot was really really unforgettable.
"AH KEAT! U CAN!! DON'T SCARED" (in hokkien) and then, GOAL!
Some of the comments and shouting are still in my head.
" Lu orang main main ka? Main defend.."
" Counter!!!HAR HAR HAR!!!SHOOT!"
"Waaaa...ini budak cina boleh main lo..."
"lu orang selalu defend tunggu seri.."
"Keeper!! steady steady..." ( I like this the most and I replied with a thumb up XD)
Those were from the technicians and staffs of the mech school behind my posts. I really appreciate their support. I hereby thank my mates and the crowd that cheered and also jeered me XD.
This was the best atmosphere I have as a goalkeeper!
I am not a good loser as I emo-ed after the match :(
-steam-
Sunday, October 2, 2011
The Third Week onwards...
hi!!!
Life's getting hectic and I begin to miss the 4 months break. Although I didn't really have a holiday during that 4 months, at least life isn't that hectic. I just went there to talk and play. But, sometimes that kind of life is boring. So what do I really want actually? A REAL HOLIDAY! I finished most of my assignments and left only 2 to go. I have another day tomorrow to finish them or at least one of them.
Next week is getting more hectic as I predict more assignments are coming up and competition in between of them. Sometimes, I feel a bit guilty joining the competition as it eats up my time. Although it is held on the evening, I won't be able to study at night at the optimum pace as it will surely tire me down. And another problem, more clothes for me to wash. Anyhow, I should feel lucky to be in this kind of life. Many are unfortunate being unable to step into the life of varsity.
20 units full for this semester is something not easy especially when it is near to finals. I am still wondering about the outcome. Will I do better, maintain or flop to the bottom? If I flop, how is the door to the graduation? Closed tight or still open but without the light? I planned to watch at least a movie today but in the end, I watched only for 10 minutes. The guilt is always there haunting me.
Life is really different for the current semester. I have to cut down my precious footballing time. Am I being too nerdy? Of course, I really wish to hit my target after failing for four consecutive times. But so far, copying assignments are less likely for me and I am very happy to see such tremendous change in me. I hope I will continue this excellent run and excel in the end. It sounds a bit too ambitious but it's good, right? XD
By the way, more and more compliments about me being endao. Keep'em coming!
-steam-
Life's getting hectic and I begin to miss the 4 months break. Although I didn't really have a holiday during that 4 months, at least life isn't that hectic. I just went there to talk and play. But, sometimes that kind of life is boring. So what do I really want actually? A REAL HOLIDAY! I finished most of my assignments and left only 2 to go. I have another day tomorrow to finish them or at least one of them.
Next week is getting more hectic as I predict more assignments are coming up and competition in between of them. Sometimes, I feel a bit guilty joining the competition as it eats up my time. Although it is held on the evening, I won't be able to study at night at the optimum pace as it will surely tire me down. And another problem, more clothes for me to wash. Anyhow, I should feel lucky to be in this kind of life. Many are unfortunate being unable to step into the life of varsity.
20 units full for this semester is something not easy especially when it is near to finals. I am still wondering about the outcome. Will I do better, maintain or flop to the bottom? If I flop, how is the door to the graduation? Closed tight or still open but without the light? I planned to watch at least a movie today but in the end, I watched only for 10 minutes. The guilt is always there haunting me.
Life is really different for the current semester. I have to cut down my precious footballing time. Am I being too nerdy? Of course, I really wish to hit my target after failing for four consecutive times. But so far, copying assignments are less likely for me and I am very happy to see such tremendous change in me. I hope I will continue this excellent run and excel in the end. It sounds a bit too ambitious but it's good, right? XD
By the way, more and more compliments about me being endao. Keep'em coming!
-steam-
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