The beginning of USM life...

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It's been more than a month studying in USM. Of course, there are pros and cons studying here.

Firstly, life in university is really different than sixth form. The mathematics that I am taking is called engineering mathematics (engineering mathematics, higher engineering mathematics, advanced engineering mathematics...; head cracking mathematics)

One of the page in the book. It's just a random page and I didn't learn that yet(maybe).

The books I borrowed from library

Engineering mathematics and higher engineering mathematics.

Look at the thickness. I didn't show you the electrical technology book yet. The thickness of one book is equivalent to the thickness of books in the picture.

Next, I feel kinda proud studying here. You know why? Hahaha...it's one of my dream to enter USM (yeah..childhood dream,of course). Besides that, it's APEX university! Hahahaha....

It's an honour to wear this.

Then, the food. The chinese stall is a bit expensive. But it's cleaner(less flies flying around). The famous food in USM? The burger la of course. You can surely see people waiting for their burger at the stall (lembaran cafe).

Looks normal.....but tasty! I can consume two just for supper ^^

Rm2.50 per 'biji'

As a proof that I love maths very much, you can see the notes of my engineering maths behind my burger. Hehehehe...

Yeah, the maths is kinda hard....T.T

But...I still like it ^^

Well, USM! it's also famous for it's flies. You can see it everyday. The amount? It depends on your luck. It's like there will be at least 5 to 10 flies per table. Some tables got around 50 over.

The fly drowning in my drink...

It's not in USM but somewhere outside. Maybe Nibong Tebal has a lot of flies...hehe..

Then, there won't be any bus transport around the engineering campus because the campus is small. 10 minutes walk from hostel to lecture hall or engineering school. Save money? Yeah...don't have to pay for the bus! But when it rains, flood! Luckily, I got my car. I can drive whenever it's raining and somemore....I can fetch 'ahem ahem'

Upper right is the hostels...

So I guess that's all.....Hope to blog more about it soon. I am at my home right now but I didn't hang out at all. Ya ya...I guess you know what I did already. Studying maths la of course...

Going back to USM soon...I have to miss my home again :(

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Going to see my papa and mama soon ^^

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I am kinda sleepy right now but I do hope I can reach home safely, in one piece.

I took a cup of nescafe (RICH) and I hope it'll help me to gain my alertness and conciousness.

Well, there was a time when I was driving to USM for the first time(if I am not wrong)...

I was kinda tired and the traffic light was red. Extremely red somemore...

The cars in front stopped but I didn't notice that as I was kinda blur...
I was driving around 60km/h and my friend shouted 'OOOI OOI OOOOOI!!!'

I reganied my conciousness and brake...SCREEECH! ( The sound of the brake was really loud...)

Luckily, I managed to stop and ....we were safe^^

If I was alone....maybe you can't read my blog right now...my blog will go with me...^^

So, please pray for me to reach home safely....
Hoping to see my papa and mama soon...I know they'll surely miss me...hehehe..



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First maths test in USM

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I just finished my maths test. Yahoo!
I can easily smile right now. I got 1.5 hours to finish up 4 questions. And you know what I did?

I did the whole paper twice.

I noticed that for question 2, I got the different answer when I did it the second time. Fuyoh..luckily I checked and redo it. So guess what?Hehehe...

Anyway, as you all know, in maths, I am only interested in calculation.

For question 1, it's not even related to calculation at all.

It asked about the degree,order,linerity ,independent and non-independent for the differential equation. What the heck?

Luckily my formula book does indicate me the answer....Hehe...

Wow....but for Material test, I think I didn't do quite well. Haix... Electrical tech,I got one question wrong which I thought it's correct.

Well,no choice, have to try another time.

But for maths ^^....

Targeting full marks for that paper ^^

The lecturer seperated the ones that have finished to one side and I noticed that the girls are still there.Hehehe...enjoying the scenery with happy maths mood. Wonderful!

I drove to exam just now as I predicted it's gonna rain. Many of them sigh when they heard the sound of the rain droplets. I fetched two of my friends that came with me back. When I reversed my car out from the paarking lot, I saw a lonely girl on the phone as I am very sure she needs help as it rained cats and dogs. But when my car got out from the spot, she was missing...

I met her when I drove outside from the lecture halls parking area. Hehehe....

Pit..Pit... 'She looked back'

I fetched her back..Hehehe...Hey,don't misundestand, I just wanna fetch for fun. I got no interest at all!

But before I got into my car, I saw a group of girls ( some cute..hehe) , I hoped to fetch them so much. They were like around 6 to 7 as I know my car is small. But, I just lost them in sight and where are they now? Hostel?

Or still there waiting for me?Hahahaha...

Anyway,gonna study maths...I know test is over but I still have to study new chapter right? Never call me insane please!



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Maths Test is coming soon...

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It's 12 now and I just finished went through my maths notes. Tomorrow is the day...
It's my only chance to .....



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When you are lonely...

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I just saw a cartoon picture. It's kinda cute.

'Teddy won't hug back but that's what you only have...'

I agree with the statement which I couldn't agree more. But of course, for me, I won't look for teddy instead. ^^

I am having a lonely life currently.

What I usually do?

Here is my daily routine

Eat,lectures/class/practical,sleep,facebooking & studying.

Well, I guess you guys are almost impossible to beat me ^^
I study whenever I am in my room ^^.
I know I put too much pressure on myself even my mum told me to relax. She even told me not to be so sad if I didn't do well in test as I have already tried my best. ^^ What a wonderful mum I have...

But for me, it's not that I can't relax. I learn things kinda slow. That's why I study more than anyone does. Yeah, I saw many doing last minute studies here but I just can't adapt to that style. Primary and secondary schooling time are meant for that(for me la). Form 6 onwards, I study everyday T.T. Right now, I guess it's getting more serious, I skipped certain sosial activities just to study. Well, that's my life and I got no complain about that as everything is fated. I got a slow brain but luckily I have the interest.

Ooopss...it's a bit out of the title. So,when you are down and lonely, what will you do? Never look for teddy but look for me instead as I can hug you back ^^


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Test

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I am doing ok right now. Don't worry so much but I will still think of the problems but I am not that down anymore. I know this is life. Sad for a while and learn for my life. Worth it? Yeah,I never regret of everything I did before. Because of that, I am who I am right now.

Right now, there are only 2 more tests to go, Engineering maths and Engineering Practical (Theory,bullshit)

I had my Malay language and engineering drawing tests a week ago if I am not wrong because I didn't study for that tests ^^. Never tell my parents as they never expect that...hehehe...

I just flipped through the notes and ...'ARGH!!!Nothing to study also'

But I know I did well for the drawing. ^^ Round of applause please...

I know you are going to say this ' BK, you are fantastic!'
Nope? How about this 'BK,you are great!'

Hahahahaha....but for BM, there are several teachers here(not lecturer) and my teacher told me to write the different format from the rest of them said. Erm..I mean, my taecher said ' Tulis seberapa panjang yang boleh. Isi tersendiri adalah digalakkan' , totally the opposite!

BK:Cikgu ar...kawan cakap lain wor,macam mana'
Teacher : Kamu mahu dengar apa ikut suka hati kamu tapi, saya yang periksa kertas kamu.

Ooops....

But of course, I did study for the rest la...You think university life easy meh?
Then,just now I got electrical technology test and also material engineering test(mainly chemistry).

I saw one question for ET. It's 10 marks but there is a short circuit. The circuit is very complicated but the short circuit makes it so simple. But I saw, it's 10 marks. Can you imagine doing form 4 work for 10 marks in test?

Material engineering? CRAZY!

The first subjective question...100 marks!
What the heck! I was shocked and I didn't know how to do. I just scribbled whatever I feel it's right. T.T 100 marks...

The one I am sure got me only 10 marks T.T

Chemistry kills a lot T.T

Maths this wednesday and I am so excited. Hopefully I won't get all wrong again instead of getting all right ^^

GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!


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One...

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One stone can break a glass...

One day can determine life...

One touch can mishape...

One word can break a heart...

One problem can bring sadness...

One dream sacrifices a lot....

One wrong way can seperate the life...

One judgement can change everything...

One eye is enough to see...

One ear is enough to listen...

One look is enough to know...

One answer can answer everything...

One tear takes a lot of sorrow...

One heart can bring several souls...

One investment, several outcomes...

One lesson, never follow what I did...



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I hope I will be doing ok

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There are too many problems at once. Wow! I really hope that I will sleep for my life right now...
The feeling is so hard to explain it out but it's even harder if you feel the pain like what I am feeling now. I guess, BK...the lonely guy is back. But the happy one is still lost in the far away land.

Test is coming...MONDAY!

How can I gonna study? This is university life. Studies are tougher and my life is worse. But I am not the unlikiest one so far. I know many people is far worse than me. Wrong investments...Hahaha...It's a big loss to me.

No more investment? Perhaps... I worth nothing! I know my status very well...

Will I ever achieve the almost impossible dream?

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Scar..

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In life, there will be surely unforgetable moments. Wounds can be healed but they will surely left scars there...deep inside...


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Lottery?

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Walaueh...I really didn't expect this to happen. Guess I might be luckier than a lottery guy..

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Millionaire's First Love

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After a whole day studying yesterday, and complains from my friends, I decided to watch a movie at around 10 something. Of course I am using my laptop to watch it. I thought it's a comedian movie but...it's all about romance. Anyway, I think this is the first romance movie that I like. Moreover,it's in korea language. Love .....love....

The movie is as written on the title. I just couldn't believe myself that I almost cry when watching the movie. It's kinda touching. Really! A few times I have to control my tears as I don't want my roommate to see me cry. Why? How am I suppose to know? Maybe for me, guys must not cry until the fnal moment...

It's about a guy willingly to give up his inheritance property from his grandfather that worth millions...

The reason is simple, he found her girl.

But, unfortunately, the girl can't live long as she has severe cardiac problem. She can't stand sadness and happiness too much. At first, both of them were kinda....er....how must I say that? They were pitiful? They can't tell each other that they like each other as the girl is 'allergic' to that. But finally, they got together. The girl has a wish to survive to see the frst snow of the year. When the first snow comes, she passed away peacefully lying at his shoulder. She told him that she needs to sleep for 3 minutes. After a moment, the guy said something to the girl even he knows she is dead...He said ' You are too late. 3 minutes have passed'...

I really feel pity towards them but I know it's just a love story. They went through the happy moments together and the guy was willing to get together as he knows she can hurt her more and more if they got together longer. Getting together with a dying person? It's really touching...

So,for those who has someone with you, appreciate them.

As you can see, I am the next example... I know she is already somewhere very far away but I am still seaching for her...

Love is really a wonderful thing...

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Is this myself?

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The first one...

You are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot. But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they often lack the soul behind it. You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't. You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused. You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life. You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes whttp://apps.facebook.com/quiztacular/results.phponder why you are where you are. You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it. .


The second one...

Has high opinions of themselves. Usually a generally happy person. Quite unique in the way they think. Often very attractive and confident with who they are and their looks. Likes to be unique. Often has a best friend (or a few best friends) which they tell most things to. Very outgoing, loves to laugh. Has a good outlook on life. Is very understanding. Loves relationships, tends to be very picky about who they are with. Because they are so confident it makes them an extremely good sexual partner. Easily satisfied. Practically immune to every day problems. Enjoys life to the best of their ability. A great friend. Knows what they love and what they hate. Doesn't get jealous easily. Good manors and good values in life. Can be quite intelligent. Loves to spend time with people.



Erm..some are quite true but some are clashing with the two articles.
Overall, I accept both of them kinda well.

Especially the choosy part,I admit I am extremely fussy.


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Why now?

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Why now? Why does that thing come at the very wrong time?

How can I handle it if I lost the most important thing at my most important time?

I am really stressed out. My heart feels the pain. Day goes on but the pain is still there!


I can't find myself back. I don't know the alternative remedy.

Won't it be nice if I can return to my past...


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Bad result...

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I did badly in my maths quiz. It's easy if you really master it. But, I know I answered wrongly...in all of the questions.

How come there are so many problems right now? Too many at once!

If I am a girl,I already cried.


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Everything is turning against me

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Well,my luck is really bad this moment. I can't go back to my hometown as I have class replacement.
I have to miss the chance to see my cousin's convo photo taking.
I have chores to do.
I can't concentrate on my studies as tests are coming very soon.

Finally,....it's the biggest problem I have.

I am trying to find a person to talk.But,I just can't find the exact one. I called someone but I didn't really tell out,in fact, I crapped. It's really hard to stand alone. But,I AM STILL STANDING!
I hope I can at least get good results for my test.
Haix....Please be a lucky steamer,bk!
Happy go lucky?

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Appreciate

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Appreciate,
Especially your 'associate',
She comes to you by fate,
Never show her the way to the gate.

Appreciate,
The time,day and date,
The moment and the cake,
They can't be compared with the best jade.

Appreciate,
Think of her even in the bed,
Never make her wait,
Sometimes she can hate.

Appreciate,
Always mean what you said,
Never close and rate,
Open your eyes and she will be great.

Appreciate,
Especially your 'associate',
She comes to you by fate,
It's useless to cry when it is too late...


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HELP!!

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I CAN'T STUDY!!!

'STUDYING MOOD' I SUMMON YOU TO MY SOUL!!!PLEASE COME BACK TO ME!

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Material engineering?

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I think mostly all or all of the engineers have to take material science and engineering. But, it's so hard and so boring. I can't compare it with engineering maths. Haix...study for so many days and I don't even know what am I studying! Test is coming...Will I fail?

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I am alright!

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Hey,I am ok today!

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