hi!!!
The day we went to the seaside,
The day we put down our quarrel and fight,
I still remember hugging you under the moonlight,
But right now, you are no longer in my sight.
We sat on the sand in the dark,
I knew you were afraid when the dogs bark,
You were so close to me and it proves my luck,
I still remember how it feels when we hugged.
Your sweet smiles told me that you were happy,
We kissed and I knew I was lucky,
Out of sudden, voices from the light,' Who is Jacky?'
Out of sudden, all eyes were on me.
At that moment, they were really envy,
But sadly, you have spread your wings to be free,
I let my face being hit by the wind from the sea,
The sun is with me, the sand and sea for me to see...
-steam-
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Hynotizing spell
hi!!!
I shall live even I am in the hell,
Even I am sick, I will surely get well,
You want my secrets?I can surely tell,
Because I am under your hypnotizing spell.
My heart is already in your cell,
You helped me stand from the place I fell,
Hoping to hold your hands listening to the ringing bell,
Looking deep into your eyes under your hypnotizing spell.
I give my heart for free which I don't sell,
I don't mind even you break it or make it swell,
I am happy to open my ears to hear you yell,
Because all I want is to feel your hypnotizing spell.
Being with you, I will strive to excel,
To make use of the impossible 10 cents to buy a bottle of gel,
No matter how,when and where you dwell,
I will still be under the influence of your hypnotizing spell...
-steam-
I shall live even I am in the hell,
Even I am sick, I will surely get well,
You want my secrets?I can surely tell,
Because I am under your hypnotizing spell.
My heart is already in your cell,
You helped me stand from the place I fell,
Hoping to hold your hands listening to the ringing bell,
Looking deep into your eyes under your hypnotizing spell.
I give my heart for free which I don't sell,
I don't mind even you break it or make it swell,
I am happy to open my ears to hear you yell,
Because all I want is to feel your hypnotizing spell.
Being with you, I will strive to excel,
To make use of the impossible 10 cents to buy a bottle of gel,
No matter how,when and where you dwell,
I will still be under the influence of your hypnotizing spell...
-steam-
Friday, November 20, 2009
My First Sem Of USM
hi!!!
It's the end of the first semester! I didn't expect time to fly so fast. Well, at first, I really couldn't adapt well in my varsity. And of course, at first, home sick! I was so sad when I had to spend my weekend in my hostel but not at home. But when time goes on, it's kinda great to stay in hostel.
I have my own total freedom ^^v.
I have 4 roommates but I get well with only one of them. 2 from Perak and 2 from The Pearl of the Orient. My first expression when I first saw my room in UKM was 'OMG! marvellous!'. It's really better than what I had expected. Then, in USM, ' OMG! terrible'. No tiles and spider web at every single corner. Hahaha...I cleaned it once but I still have the same problem after a few weeks. So, I have been staying with spiders for around a sem. My sexy roommate was nice as he did remind me of the important things. I still remember he reminded me of my examination slip. So, what are you girls waiting for? Want his number? He can build your dream house for you..XD
My first day in my sixth form, ' Whoa! So many blue skirts, girls a lot leh!'
But when I enter my varsity life, things change, 'Whoa! Girls are the endagered species!'
If you think I am desperate, fine. I have nothing to say.
Studies have been tough as I didn't do well in my finals. I was kinda disappointed and I dreamt of my bad result. Luckily, the hope is still there as it was only a dream, and hell yeah, a FAKE dream.
Friends? Yeah...I get to mix with people around the country but mostly from the nothern region of the peninsula. And one more thing, Mandarin everyday! Some of the notices were 100% in mandarin and I need help for sure.
There are a few things I won't forget in my life. Bathing in darkness as my block second floor had blackout which is also the place I am staying. At first I planned not to bathe at night but, I decided to give it a try. It's really exciting and I can hardly see a thing. Moreover I am alone in the entire washroom.
Next, I got '0' in one of the quiz. I came to USM late and I missed one week lectures. My first lecture was Electrical Technology which mainly consists of circuits and some electrical stuffs. Then, I have a quiz on my next lecture =.='''. Luckily it's a question about a simple circuit which I have studied on my upper secondary,maybe lower.Hahaha...Excuse me! I didn't get zero for that. Then, after a few weeks which I didn't revise on electrical stuff, I had a quiz. I was totally blank and an 'egg' for me.
I can't think of anything else and I can see your boredom driving you crazy. So,let's the pictures do the talking from here.
Guess how many roti telur are there?
Flood!
Heavy downpour.
Universiti dalam taman? Universiti dalam kolam sounds more suitable.
Got this while driving at the highway.
Getting hit by a black object.
Looks simple but it's driving me crazy to draw this using computer software in 3D.
My little Kancil cum lorry around the campus.
It's the end of the first semester! I didn't expect time to fly so fast. Well, at first, I really couldn't adapt well in my varsity. And of course, at first, home sick! I was so sad when I had to spend my weekend in my hostel but not at home. But when time goes on, it's kinda great to stay in hostel.
I have my own total freedom ^^v.
I have 4 roommates but I get well with only one of them. 2 from Perak and 2 from The Pearl of the Orient. My first expression when I first saw my room in UKM was 'OMG! marvellous!'. It's really better than what I had expected. Then, in USM, ' OMG! terrible'. No tiles and spider web at every single corner. Hahaha...I cleaned it once but I still have the same problem after a few weeks. So, I have been staying with spiders for around a sem. My sexy roommate was nice as he did remind me of the important things. I still remember he reminded me of my examination slip. So, what are you girls waiting for? Want his number? He can build your dream house for you..XD
My first day in my sixth form, ' Whoa! So many blue skirts, girls a lot leh!'
But when I enter my varsity life, things change, 'Whoa! Girls are the endagered species!'
If you think I am desperate, fine. I have nothing to say.
Studies have been tough as I didn't do well in my finals. I was kinda disappointed and I dreamt of my bad result. Luckily, the hope is still there as it was only a dream, and hell yeah, a FAKE dream.
Friends? Yeah...I get to mix with people around the country but mostly from the nothern region of the peninsula. And one more thing, Mandarin everyday! Some of the notices were 100% in mandarin and I need help for sure.
There are a few things I won't forget in my life. Bathing in darkness as my block second floor had blackout which is also the place I am staying. At first I planned not to bathe at night but, I decided to give it a try. It's really exciting and I can hardly see a thing. Moreover I am alone in the entire washroom.
Next, I got '0' in one of the quiz. I came to USM late and I missed one week lectures. My first lecture was Electrical Technology which mainly consists of circuits and some electrical stuffs. Then, I have a quiz on my next lecture =.='''. Luckily it's a question about a simple circuit which I have studied on my upper secondary,maybe lower.Hahaha...Excuse me! I didn't get zero for that. Then, after a few weeks which I didn't revise on electrical stuff, I had a quiz. I was totally blank and an 'egg' for me.
I can't think of anything else and I can see your boredom driving you crazy. So,let's the pictures do the talking from here.
Guess how many roti telur are there?
Flood!
Heavy downpour.
Universiti dalam taman? Universiti dalam kolam sounds more suitable.
Got this while driving at the highway.
Getting hit by a black object.
Looks simple but it's driving me crazy to draw this using computer software in 3D.
My little Kancil cum lorry around the campus.-steam-
Sunday, November 15, 2009
University Life
hi!!!
Click at the title(University Life) above to enjoy a synopsis about university life ^^v
Thumbs Up~Worth watching it!
-steam-
Click at the title(University Life) above to enjoy a synopsis about university life ^^v
Thumbs Up~Worth watching it!
-steam-
Monday, November 9, 2009
Blackie
hi!!!
It has been a long 8 years,
It is still so cute with its two long ears,
It is cute but at times it is fierce,
Beware of its teeth as they can pierce.
It is black and it is also white,
At times it is well hidden but I can still see it in my sight,
It likes the darkness but it still needs the light,
One thing it is well afraid of is the height.
It is out wondering when the day is bright,
It will go back to rest when it is night,
It doesn't have any wings and it can't glide,
But because of the slippery cement floor,it can drift to the left and right.
It behaves stupidly but it is actually wise,
It is related but it is much cuter than the mice,
Even tough some were shocked because of its gigantic size,
Its cuteness managed to attract the gals and even the guys.
For 8 years, it has been so cute and hairy,
For 8 years, it has been mischiveous and naughty,
For 8 years, it has been my little cute baby,
But forever, it will be my ONLY Blackie...
It has been a long 8 years,
It is still so cute with its two long ears,
It is cute but at times it is fierce,
Beware of its teeth as they can pierce.
It is black and it is also white,
At times it is well hidden but I can still see it in my sight,
It likes the darkness but it still needs the light,
One thing it is well afraid of is the height.
It is out wondering when the day is bright,
It will go back to rest when it is night,
It doesn't have any wings and it can't glide,
But because of the slippery cement floor,it can drift to the left and right.
It behaves stupidly but it is actually wise,
It is related but it is much cuter than the mice,
Even tough some were shocked because of its gigantic size,
Its cuteness managed to attract the gals and even the guys.
For 8 years, it has been so cute and hairy,
For 8 years, it has been mischiveous and naughty,
For 8 years, it has been my little cute baby,
But forever, it will be my ONLY Blackie...
-steam-
Thursday, November 5, 2009
His PC is on,but he is gone...
hi!!!
We just roasted sweet corn,
We even baked cheese prawn,
It is useless to wait even until dawn,
And I really do miss his taunt.
He told me he wanted to dye his hair blonde,
While I am staring at the shirt he worn,
Noticing his computer is still on,
But sorry to say,he is gone.
Tears rolling out as I can't resist,
I am very sure he will be missed,
His journey is really too short to cease,
May the God bless and rest in peace...
Dedicated to the victims of natural disasters.
I would like to thank Alex for the inspiration. 'His pc is on,but he is gone',this builds up the poem.
-steam-
We just roasted sweet corn,
We even baked cheese prawn,
It is useless to wait even until dawn,
And I really do miss his taunt.
He told me he wanted to dye his hair blonde,
While I am staring at the shirt he worn,
Noticing his computer is still on,
But sorry to say,he is gone.
Tears rolling out as I can't resist,
I am very sure he will be missed,
His journey is really too short to cease,
May the God bless and rest in peace...
Dedicated to the victims of natural disasters.
I would like to thank Alex for the inspiration. 'His pc is on,but he is gone',this builds up the poem.
-steam-
Thursday, October 22, 2009
In the Nick of Time...
hi!!!
Well,yesterday was a real firedrill. I was kinda unlucky actually. I was planning an outing during the midnight to escape from the firedrill but..it was not a success.
At first, nobody wanna follow as people's confidence towards the news has faded as we were being fooled by a false alarm the day before. Then, I waited until 12am and there was totally no alarm at all. So I was planning to sleep at 1230 because I had a test early in the morning.
Anyhow, I received a call from a friend. He was so excited and nervous. It was almost 1230am. He was so sure of the firedrill and we were planning an escape. I was rushing and then, I forgot to take my student ID. I went back to my room and then,it rang. The bell rang exactly at the time when I closed my room door. What the heck??!! Escape failed.
It was exactly the same during my pre-U and sixth form firedrill. Demo but without the big snake ^^.
I was so lazy to wake up because I slept at 1 something. Well, as usual, I need to sleep a lot to rest my stressful brain. Haha..I mixed my oat with coffee and I was awake during the test and I didn't have a sick stomach. ^^v.
Going to escape during next semester.
-steam-
Well,yesterday was a real firedrill. I was kinda unlucky actually. I was planning an outing during the midnight to escape from the firedrill but..it was not a success.
At first, nobody wanna follow as people's confidence towards the news has faded as we were being fooled by a false alarm the day before. Then, I waited until 12am and there was totally no alarm at all. So I was planning to sleep at 1230 because I had a test early in the morning.
Anyhow, I received a call from a friend. He was so excited and nervous. It was almost 1230am. He was so sure of the firedrill and we were planning an escape. I was rushing and then, I forgot to take my student ID. I went back to my room and then,it rang. The bell rang exactly at the time when I closed my room door. What the heck??!! Escape failed.
It was exactly the same during my pre-U and sixth form firedrill. Demo but without the big snake ^^.
I was so lazy to wake up because I slept at 1 something. Well, as usual, I need to sleep a lot to rest my stressful brain. Haha..I mixed my oat with coffee and I was awake during the test and I didn't have a sick stomach. ^^v.
Going to escape during next semester.
-steam-
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Colourful Roti Telur
hi!!!
I went out just now to escape from firedrill but in fact, it was a false alarm. T.T
But,anyway, managed to fill my stomach with 2 roti telur at 12am. And again, my friends 'Wa....'
I don't know they still remember their expression or not and maybe they didn't even realise.Hahahaha..I still have a burger with me.How should I eat it?As supper again or breakfast?
Anyhow, let's the pictures plays the main role here.
Blue and green roti telur...
Rainbow colour?
Happy stuffs has been blogged and now,it's my unhappy stuff.
Just now I was having solidwork test(drawing using computer software).
When the lecturer said ' 5 more minutes'...
What the f***!!!
COMPUTER HANG!!!!
In the end, I couldn't manage to finish the test in a complete manner. So damn sad after the test and I was driving for around 30km/h...No more energy to step on the accelerator. Hopefully, god bless me...
Anyhow,I still prefer Penang Island roti telur. The taste is different,or maybe that particular stall only :P
-steam-
I went out just now to escape from firedrill but in fact, it was a false alarm. T.T
But,anyway, managed to fill my stomach with 2 roti telur at 12am. And again, my friends 'Wa....'
I don't know they still remember their expression or not and maybe they didn't even realise.Hahahaha..I still have a burger with me.How should I eat it?As supper again or breakfast?
Anyhow, let's the pictures plays the main role here.
Blue and green roti telur...
Rainbow colour?
Happy stuffs has been blogged and now,it's my unhappy stuff.
Just now I was having solidwork test(drawing using computer software).
When the lecturer said ' 5 more minutes'...
What the f***!!!
COMPUTER HANG!!!!
In the end, I couldn't manage to finish the test in a complete manner. So damn sad after the test and I was driving for around 30km/h...No more energy to step on the accelerator. Hopefully, god bless me...
Anyhow,I still prefer Penang Island roti telur. The taste is different,or maybe that particular stall only :P
-steam-
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
没有人爱...
hi!!!
男人不坏,女人不爱;
男人很乖,女人不觉得帅;
女人做什么,男人都会觉得可爱;
所以到现在,我还是没有人爱...
My first ever chinese written poem.
-steam-
男人不坏,女人不爱;
男人很乖,女人不觉得帅;
女人做什么,男人都会觉得可爱;
所以到现在,我还是没有人爱...
My first ever chinese written poem.
-steam-
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Unlucky days...
hi!!
(Yellow,the colour of the moon)
Wow! These few days were really unlucky!
I met up with accident (although it's very minor :P )
Caught sick during maths test which forced the steady Steamer to consume paracetamol. I was even steamer that time.
Kena saman!!!!
Red lights everywhere when I drove back home.
The colour of my new specs fades off after just 2 days.
Wasted one whole day because of crashes during reformatting.
Going back to USM tomorrow ALONE! I hope nothing bad gonna happen.
By the way, please say 'Hi' to Blackie as I think most of you has already forgotten it's existance.
It got fatter ^^v.
(Yellow,the colour of the moon)
Wow! These few days were really unlucky!
I met up with accident (although it's very minor :P )
Caught sick during maths test which forced the steady Steamer to consume paracetamol. I was even steamer that time.
Kena saman!!!!
Red lights everywhere when I drove back home.
The colour of my new specs fades off after just 2 days.
Wasted one whole day because of crashes during reformatting.
Going back to USM tomorrow ALONE! I hope nothing bad gonna happen.
By the way, please say 'Hi' to Blackie as I think most of you has already forgotten it's existance.
It got fatter ^^v.
HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL! ENJOY MOONCAKES but without the moon(raining T.T)
Just treat my writing as the moon ;P
中秋节快乐
-steam-
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Secret Crush...
hi!!!
The beauty of your eyes gives me the glare,
Admiring the beauty of your long hair,
Expressing my love to you, I don't dare,
Because my courage is weaker than the hare.
I don't mind even your skin is not perfectly fair,
Because your appearance already has the sparkling flare,
Such a wonderful and lovely girl, I know it's extremely rare,
That's why I have been searching for you everywhere.
As I know, we are never a pair,
I am here and you are always there,
I am down and you are never aware,
I am falling right in front of you but you don't even care.
My dreams, my life, I hope you would like to share,
Without you, I am just like a computer without it's software,
This secret won't spread around the air,
Because you are everything but I am just a rotten pear...
-steam-
The beauty of your eyes gives me the glare,
Admiring the beauty of your long hair,
Expressing my love to you, I don't dare,
Because my courage is weaker than the hare.
I don't mind even your skin is not perfectly fair,
Because your appearance already has the sparkling flare,
Such a wonderful and lovely girl, I know it's extremely rare,
That's why I have been searching for you everywhere.
As I know, we are never a pair,
I am here and you are always there,
I am down and you are never aware,
I am falling right in front of you but you don't even care.
My dreams, my life, I hope you would like to share,
Without you, I am just like a computer without it's software,
This secret won't spread around the air,
Because you are everything but I am just a rotten pear...
-steam-
First Accident In USM!
hi!!!
The damage of the road side.
A clearer view of the damage.
A damage to my baby T.T
The damage of the road side.
A clearer view of the damage.
A damage to my baby T.TIt's not only about the accident. Many things did happen just now and currently my mood is a bit down. But what to do? Life goes on and I have to crack my head again...
NO REGRETS!
-steam-
Sunday, September 27, 2009
200th Post ^^v
hi!!!
This is www.google.com. I am not editing the pictures and it's all originally from the web.
I guess this is enough to make up my 200th post ^^v.
It's been almost 2 years for me to blog here. Thanks for the support and this blog will continue steaming.
-steam-
Whoa! This is something! LOL! I visited www.google.com.my and this came out instead.
This is www.google.com. I am not editing the pictures and it's all originally from the web.
I guess this is enough to make up my 200th post ^^v.
It's been almost 2 years for me to blog here. Thanks for the support and this blog will continue steaming.
-steam-
Thursday, September 24, 2009
1,2,3 For...
hi!!!
At the right person,it will serve,
At the wrong person,it will run,swerve and curve,
It is funny but the most beautiful thing on earth,
The magical ONE LOVE.
Love will bring memories,love can amend holes,
Sometimes it's heart breaking and emotion roles,
Anyhow, love builds up the pillars and poles,
For the happily together TWO SOULS.
Two opposite hearts to merge,
The point of life for the family tree to diverge,
More romantic than the love birds,
I love you, the sweetest THREE WORDS.
Family is the place for all like the bee hive,
The place for hopes to be alive, the place for the love to survive,
And it starts off with a pair of husband and wife,
Getting together FOR LIFE...
-steam-
At the right person,it will serve,
At the wrong person,it will run,swerve and curve,
It is funny but the most beautiful thing on earth,
The magical ONE LOVE.
Love will bring memories,love can amend holes,
Sometimes it's heart breaking and emotion roles,
Anyhow, love builds up the pillars and poles,
For the happily together TWO SOULS.
Two opposite hearts to merge,
The point of life for the family tree to diverge,
More romantic than the love birds,
I love you, the sweetest THREE WORDS.
Family is the place for all like the bee hive,
The place for hopes to be alive, the place for the love to survive,
And it starts off with a pair of husband and wife,
Getting together FOR LIFE...
-steam-
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Life of a Mechanical Engineering Student in USM...
hi!!!
4 Engineering Maths books with one Electrical Technology Text Book...
Imagine the thickness....
Anyway,no maths no life ^^v
4 Engineering Maths books with one Electrical Technology Text Book...
Imagine the thickness....
Engineering maths...I am loving it but at the same time I am struggling :(
Anyway,no maths no life ^^v
Engine shells...
Piston...
The inner parts...
I am going crazy soon....Life's tough...It's not easy to become an engineer and it is almost impossible to become a good engineer(for me la :P)
-steam-
Sunday, September 13, 2009
My appetite is still the same...
hi!!!
Mee Kicap (BIG) with extra mee ^^
BK: Mee Kicap big with extra mee
Aunty: Big already got extra mee
BK: No,no..I want big one with extra mee somemore
Aunty: (shocked) You didn't eat breakfast ar?
This is the big one without extra mee but I don't know why both of them look the same in the pictures. Optic illusion...^^
Mee Kicap (BIG) with extra mee ^^
BK: Mee Kicap big with extra mee
Aunty: Big already got extra mee
BK: No,no..I want big one with extra mee somemore
Aunty: (shocked) You didn't eat breakfast ar?
This is the big one without extra mee but I don't know why both of them look the same in the pictures. Optic illusion...^^
Nasi lemak!!!
2.5 bowls of rice ^^
Luckily I didn't eat 3 bowls.
Hahahaha...you thought I will be very full already right?Actually, the nasi lemak is very spicy ..hehe
And another story,...
I went to mamak stall to eat. I ordered 3 roti telur. Then I ordered another one. When I went to pay,....
BK: 4 roti telur, satu sirap limau
Counter: U seorang makan empat ka?
BK: Ya O.o
Counter: (laughing) waaaa....satu orang makan empat ka? (laughing)
If everybody has the same diet like me, I guess the food franchise will have superior increase of sales.
What can I conclude from here? If you are a girl reading my blog, I am very sure of one thing....JEALOUSY! :P
I know you girls want my body that is slim and sexy even though I eat so much ^^v.
Friday, September 11, 2009
My USm trademark 2
hi!!!
Somewhere near engineering campus of USM, Taman Pekaka during dinner time.
You can check out more inside the campus.
-steam-
Thursday, September 10, 2009
The special someone...
hi!!!
I saw someone that can move my heart,
She can easily do it and it's never hard,
I opened up my heart and I see her dart,
If she is talking to other guys, I got the cut.
She is so wonderful, she is so amazing,
My feeling towards her is blazing,
I see her sweating but I am freezing,
Where ever she is, she is always so striking.
I hope she will be my girl,
As she has already became my world,
Among jewelleries, she is the finest pearl,
And again, I hope she is my girl.
I look at her beautiful round eyes,
Falling for her is always wise,
The feeling that has no price,
The feeling that is spreading among the guys.
Please give me hints and show me the guide,
Falling back for me is always right, ^^v
She is holding the string and I am the kite,
She can fly me higher or end my flight.
Your life, I want a share,
Your feelings, I will surely care,
When I close my eyes, I see you here and there,
If you know this, I hope this won't give you a scare.
Dying for you, I would!
Crying for you,I could!
Loving you, I should!
I am saying all these with a serious mood.
I will protect you from the sharpest knife,
Because meeting you is the luck of my life,
A kiss from you can make me alive,
If I can see the future, I want to see you as my wife...
-steam-
I saw someone that can move my heart,
She can easily do it and it's never hard,
I opened up my heart and I see her dart,
If she is talking to other guys, I got the cut.
She is so wonderful, she is so amazing,
My feeling towards her is blazing,
I see her sweating but I am freezing,
Where ever she is, she is always so striking.
I hope she will be my girl,
As she has already became my world,
Among jewelleries, she is the finest pearl,
And again, I hope she is my girl.
I look at her beautiful round eyes,
Falling for her is always wise,
The feeling that has no price,
The feeling that is spreading among the guys.
Please give me hints and show me the guide,
Falling back for me is always right, ^^v
She is holding the string and I am the kite,
She can fly me higher or end my flight.
Your life, I want a share,
Your feelings, I will surely care,
When I close my eyes, I see you here and there,
If you know this, I hope this won't give you a scare.
Dying for you, I would!
Crying for you,I could!
Loving you, I should!
I am saying all these with a serious mood.
I will protect you from the sharpest knife,
Because meeting you is the luck of my life,
A kiss from you can make me alive,
If I can see the future, I want to see you as my wife...
-steam-
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
The History of....
hi!!
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Flying reverse back kick
Cheers~~
I guess it's time to say bye bye to them. I really miss them...
-steam-
Monday, September 7, 2009
Sleep disturbance
hi!!!
Walaueh...I don't know who the hell disturb my sleep. It's such a nice sleep but at 7am, something happens....
'Perhatian,perhatian, bla bla bla' (Tak boleh main mercun) Talk so long...Announce la in the afternoon ma...
A few minutes later, Boom*
'Jangan cabar saya! Bla bla bla...Siapa yang main tadi...turun sekarang! ( as if that booming fellow is stupid :P)
Then, continue my sleep and...OMG! As if I am sleeping beside a construction site. ARGH!!!
Don't wanna sleep anymore and I went to bathe but I accidently closed the door so hard...BANG!
This time, I disturbed the others :P
By the way, I went off my bed somewhere almost 12pm. :P
-steam-
Walaueh...I don't know who the hell disturb my sleep. It's such a nice sleep but at 7am, something happens....
'Perhatian,perhatian, bla bla bla' (Tak boleh main mercun) Talk so long...Announce la in the afternoon ma...
A few minutes later, Boom*
'Jangan cabar saya! Bla bla bla...Siapa yang main tadi...turun sekarang! ( as if that booming fellow is stupid :P)
Then, continue my sleep and...OMG! As if I am sleeping beside a construction site. ARGH!!!
Don't wanna sleep anymore and I went to bathe but I accidently closed the door so hard...BANG!
This time, I disturbed the others :P
By the way, I went off my bed somewhere almost 12pm. :P
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MATHS FREAK!
hi!!!
Yay!!
1,2,6,42,1806,...
What is the next number?
Hahahaha....I am so happy currently! I managed to solve it! Well, actually it's nothing big. Open your eyes widely and the answer is there.
3****** (answer)
I hope it's a helpful hint ^^
Actually there are two ways of solving it. My roommate discovered one of them....Fuyoh..never mess with engineers ^^
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Yay!!
1,2,6,42,1806,...
What is the next number?
Hahahaha....I am so happy currently! I managed to solve it! Well, actually it's nothing big. Open your eyes widely and the answer is there.
3****** (answer)
I hope it's a helpful hint ^^
Actually there are two ways of solving it. My roommate discovered one of them....Fuyoh..never mess with engineers ^^
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I miss the old times T.T
hi!!!
It's almost one and right now I have the feeling...the feeling of missing my past times.
The moment of my secondary school life and the pre-U life. Going to taekwondo classes and showed off to the leng lui to see(actually, I am not that good also ^^). ARGH!!!Those days...
I still remember when I was form 4. I never hang out with my friend before. Moreover I was shy towards girl. I didn't dare to approach any of the girls. But things started to change during the mid form 5. Improvement during sixth form which I got my first gf ^^. And currently, I improved a lot as I am so flirty ...muahahahaha... v^^v
Right now I am on the route alone T.T. Papa and mama can only give morale support and some financial support . I still remember those days which my parents helped me in my studies. I admit. Without them, I am not who I am right now.
Pykett and MBS top 2? It will never happen without them. I remember which my maths was extremely terrible when I was standard 1. Parents forced me to memorise the times table. I still remember I cried when I didn't know how 2 factorise during form 2 or 3 ^^. Yeah....very girlish right?Hahahaha....
Now, I have to search for the knowledge on my own. Going to library and search for the books. Last time, library was nothing but now, it's very precious! It helps me to save money and also it really helps me a lot ^^
When I was small, 'faster grow up la....don wanna study d la...parents control one..susah nia..'
Now, ' I MISS MY CHILDHOOD LIFE T.T'
But I really enjoyed bullying my brother when we were both fresh and innocent ^^
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It's almost one and right now I have the feeling...the feeling of missing my past times.
The moment of my secondary school life and the pre-U life. Going to taekwondo classes and showed off to the leng lui to see(actually, I am not that good also ^^). ARGH!!!Those days...
I still remember when I was form 4. I never hang out with my friend before. Moreover I was shy towards girl. I didn't dare to approach any of the girls. But things started to change during the mid form 5. Improvement during sixth form which I got my first gf ^^. And currently, I improved a lot as I am so flirty ...muahahahaha... v^^v
Right now I am on the route alone T.T. Papa and mama can only give morale support and some financial support . I still remember those days which my parents helped me in my studies. I admit. Without them, I am not who I am right now.
Pykett and MBS top 2? It will never happen without them. I remember which my maths was extremely terrible when I was standard 1. Parents forced me to memorise the times table. I still remember I cried when I didn't know how 2 factorise during form 2 or 3 ^^. Yeah....very girlish right?Hahahaha....
Now, I have to search for the knowledge on my own. Going to library and search for the books. Last time, library was nothing but now, it's very precious! It helps me to save money and also it really helps me a lot ^^
When I was small, 'faster grow up la....don wanna study d la...parents control one..susah nia..'
Now, ' I MISS MY CHILDHOOD LIFE T.T'
But I really enjoyed bullying my brother when we were both fresh and innocent ^^
-steam-
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Another trap?
hi!!!
The feeling is trapped inside my head,
It's still early and it's never too late,
I can't do anything but to follow my fate,
Hoping in the end I am not drop dead.
I can only wait,
Looking and smelling at the bait,
Looking forward for the date,
Hoping something can be made.
I see the gate,
Being checkmated or checkmate,
Sometimes this is what I hate,
Hoping my patience will be paid...
-steam-
The feeling is trapped inside my head,
It's still early and it's never too late,
I can't do anything but to follow my fate,
Hoping in the end I am not drop dead.
I can only wait,
Looking and smelling at the bait,
Looking forward for the date,
Hoping something can be made.
I see the gate,
Being checkmated or checkmate,
Sometimes this is what I hate,
Hoping my patience will be paid...
-steam-
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Almost....
hi!!!
Wow...everything happened just now can only be descirbeb by the word 'almost'.
I almost had an accident just now. But I was not driving. I cycled just now using my friend's bicycle. I cycled kinda fast to chase my friend which is upfront so we can cycle together. Unfortunately, I accidently stepped on the front wheel and I almost had a fall. The bicycle was out of control and I was going zig-zag which looked like going to fall. Car went passed me and the distance was like a metre away. If I can't balance during that time, I think the car will go over me. Luckily...
I think the driver saw me. If not, the driver won't drive so far away from the roadside.
Next, it's my friend's turn. This time it's even worse. He almost hit the bike beside him. The distance were like, cm away. Yeah, it's unbelievable. Luckily, nothing bad happen to us. I am in my room now and, hopefully, I get the chance to see my tomorrow.
-steam-
Wow...everything happened just now can only be descirbeb by the word 'almost'.
I almost had an accident just now. But I was not driving. I cycled just now using my friend's bicycle. I cycled kinda fast to chase my friend which is upfront so we can cycle together. Unfortunately, I accidently stepped on the front wheel and I almost had a fall. The bicycle was out of control and I was going zig-zag which looked like going to fall. Car went passed me and the distance was like a metre away. If I can't balance during that time, I think the car will go over me. Luckily...
I think the driver saw me. If not, the driver won't drive so far away from the roadside.
Next, it's my friend's turn. This time it's even worse. He almost hit the bike beside him. The distance were like, cm away. Yeah, it's unbelievable. Luckily, nothing bad happen to us. I am in my room now and, hopefully, I get the chance to see my tomorrow.
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Friday, September 4, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Unusual Sleeping Time...
hi!!!
It's 11.40 pm now which used to be my dreaming time. Previously, during sixth form, the latest sleeping time was 11pm. But usually, I went to sleep much more earlier than 11 :P
Currently in USM, 11pm is my earliest sleeping time. I won't sleep at 11 if I am not tired or the class for tomorrow is not 8 am. Well, I am totally free to do what I want right here. So, living the university life is not totally bad :P
There are times which I studied until 1am but the next morning was really sleepy T.T
Well, I studied maths just now and I was really blur but I did discover something that I should know earlier. Anyway, it's not too late to know it now. Going to sleep now and going to revise that part tomorrow. Yeah I admit! I am maths maniac! If engineering field doesn't consist of maths, I will never be in the engineering campus anymore :P
I guess a lot of this sign ' :P ' today. Here goes another one :P
-steam-
It's 11.40 pm now which used to be my dreaming time. Previously, during sixth form, the latest sleeping time was 11pm. But usually, I went to sleep much more earlier than 11 :P
Currently in USM, 11pm is my earliest sleeping time. I won't sleep at 11 if I am not tired or the class for tomorrow is not 8 am. Well, I am totally free to do what I want right here. So, living the university life is not totally bad :P
There are times which I studied until 1am but the next morning was really sleepy T.T
Well, I studied maths just now and I was really blur but I did discover something that I should know earlier. Anyway, it's not too late to know it now. Going to sleep now and going to revise that part tomorrow. Yeah I admit! I am maths maniac! If engineering field doesn't consist of maths, I will never be in the engineering campus anymore :P
I guess a lot of this sign ' :P ' today. Here goes another one :P
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My hometown
hi!!!
The Pearl Of The Orient,Island of Penang,
Famous of it's hokkien slang,
A growing city just like Klang,
The city of Yin and Yang.
Surrounded by the sea,
Well known for it's beauty,
The city of opportunity,
The island of prosperity.
Penang, the food paradise,
Food with nice taste but low price,
The island which is small in size,
But it is fun and nice.
Girls come in variety,
From sexy to pretty,
From naughty to hotty.
Beware when they are flirty. ^^
Enjoy the sight,
On the sea side,
Especially during high tide,
It's wonderful for a couple ride.
The beautiful scenery of light,
It's enjoyable during the lovely night,
The guys will protect their girls with might,
For the girls, they are protected with pride.
The place that I used to roam,
The place that used to be my home,
The place which is always awesome,
Penang Island, home sweet home...
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The Pearl Of The Orient,Island of Penang,
Famous of it's hokkien slang,
A growing city just like Klang,
The city of Yin and Yang.
Surrounded by the sea,
Well known for it's beauty,
The city of opportunity,
The island of prosperity.
Penang, the food paradise,
Food with nice taste but low price,
The island which is small in size,
But it is fun and nice.
Girls come in variety,
From sexy to pretty,
From naughty to hotty.
Beware when they are flirty. ^^
Enjoy the sight,
On the sea side,
Especially during high tide,
It's wonderful for a couple ride.
The beautiful scenery of light,
It's enjoyable during the lovely night,
The guys will protect their girls with might,
For the girls, they are protected with pride.
The place that I used to roam,
The place that used to be my home,
The place which is always awesome,
Penang Island, home sweet home...
-steam-
Another creature?
hi!!!
Yesterday, i met with 'dragons'. Just now, I met with.....something black in colour but never seen before. I don't even know it's poisonous or not. Anyway, it's an insect but looks like a scorpion. I first thought of scorpion when I saw it but....nope.
How come everytime I frst thought of something dangerous first but in fact, they are not.
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Yesterday, i met with 'dragons'. Just now, I met with.....something black in colour but never seen before. I don't even know it's poisonous or not. Anyway, it's an insect but looks like a scorpion. I first thought of scorpion when I saw it but....nope.
How come everytime I frst thought of something dangerous first but in fact, they are not.
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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Jungle?
hi!!!
I had a huge shock just now. Hahahaha....it wasn't anything big but,the feeling makes it big.
Feeling? Girls? Hahahaha...
I was going for E.Tech tutorial class just now in E n E school and I heard something.....something crawling around the bush and it got louder and louder.
I turned and I saw two giant monitor lizards. Wow! I think they got at least 1 meter long or maybe 2.
But, I didn't think of monitor lizards at first. They were crawling so fast towards me. I was like....what to do? I was totally speechless.
I stepped frward but I just stepped backwards after that. I just followed my instinct. Finally, they just went passed me. It's so near and I was........... It's even less than a meter from me.
At first I was so scared being bitten. Actually, once I saw them, I thought of komodo dragons. I thought they really were. STOP LAUGHING PLEASE!!!
As you all know, komodo dragons are extremely poisonous but they live wildly in Indonesia. When both if that huge and long creatures went passed me, I smiled. I realised I am in Penang. Hahahahaha.....but, is it too late to realise? I was really panick that time. The feeling was so amazing....
Imagine, you turn right and you saw two monitor lizards just 3 meters away. Moreover they were so fast. Lagi lagi, they were crawling towards you. How? And I was alone that time.
This campus has succeeded in preserving the mother nature ^^
I saw many types of animals here...birds( from small to very small) , insects (fuyoh..so many types), snakes, fishes and the so called 'komodo dragons'.
What am I going to see next? Pretty girls? Woo hoo...
-steam-
I had a huge shock just now. Hahahaha....it wasn't anything big but,the feeling makes it big.
Feeling? Girls? Hahahaha...
I was going for E.Tech tutorial class just now in E n E school and I heard something.....something crawling around the bush and it got louder and louder.
I turned and I saw two giant monitor lizards. Wow! I think they got at least 1 meter long or maybe 2.
But, I didn't think of monitor lizards at first. They were crawling so fast towards me. I was like....what to do? I was totally speechless.
I stepped frward but I just stepped backwards after that. I just followed my instinct. Finally, they just went passed me. It's so near and I was........... It's even less than a meter from me.
At first I was so scared being bitten. Actually, once I saw them, I thought of komodo dragons. I thought they really were. STOP LAUGHING PLEASE!!!
As you all know, komodo dragons are extremely poisonous but they live wildly in Indonesia. When both if that huge and long creatures went passed me, I smiled. I realised I am in Penang. Hahahahaha.....but, is it too late to realise? I was really panick that time. The feeling was so amazing....
Imagine, you turn right and you saw two monitor lizards just 3 meters away. Moreover they were so fast. Lagi lagi, they were crawling towards you. How? And I was alone that time.
This campus has succeeded in preserving the mother nature ^^
I saw many types of animals here...birds( from small to very small) , insects (fuyoh..so many types), snakes, fishes and the so called 'komodo dragons'.
What am I going to see next? Pretty girls? Woo hoo...
-steam-
Monday, August 31, 2009
The beginning of USM life...
hi!!!
It's been more than a month studying in USM. Of course, there are pros and cons studying here.
Firstly, life in university is really different than sixth form. The mathematics that I am taking is called engineering mathematics (engineering mathematics, higher engineering mathematics, advanced engineering mathematics...; head cracking mathematics)
One of the page in the book. It's just a random page and I didn't learn that yet(maybe).
Looks normal.....but tasty! I can consume two just for supper ^^
As a proof that I love maths very much, you can see the notes of my engineering maths behind my burger. Hehehehe...
Yeah, the maths is kinda hard....T.T
The fly drowning in my drink...
Upper right is the hostels...
It's been more than a month studying in USM. Of course, there are pros and cons studying here.
Firstly, life in university is really different than sixth form. The mathematics that I am taking is called engineering mathematics (engineering mathematics, higher engineering mathematics, advanced engineering mathematics...; head cracking mathematics)
One of the page in the book. It's just a random page and I didn't learn that yet(maybe).
The books I borrowed from library
Engineering mathematics and higher engineering mathematics.
Look at the thickness. I didn't show you the electrical technology book yet. The thickness of one book is equivalent to the thickness of books in the picture.
Next, I feel kinda proud studying here. You know why? Hahaha...it's one of my dream to enter USM (yeah..childhood dream,of course). Besides that, it's APEX university! Hahahaha....
It's an honour to wear this.
Then, the food. The chinese stall is a bit expensive. But it's cleaner(less flies flying around). The famous food in USM? The burger la of course. You can surely see people waiting for their burger at the stall (lembaran cafe).
Looks normal.....but tasty! I can consume two just for supper ^^
Rm2.50 per 'biji'
As a proof that I love maths very much, you can see the notes of my engineering maths behind my burger. Hehehehe...
Yeah, the maths is kinda hard....T.T
But...I still like it ^^
Well, USM! it's also famous for it's flies. You can see it everyday. The amount? It depends on your luck. It's like there will be at least 5 to 10 flies per table. Some tables got around 50 over.
The fly drowning in my drink...
It's not in USM but somewhere outside. Maybe Nibong Tebal has a lot of flies...hehe..
Then, there won't be any bus transport around the engineering campus because the campus is small. 10 minutes walk from hostel to lecture hall or engineering school. Save money? Yeah...don't have to pay for the bus! But when it rains, flood! Luckily, I got my car. I can drive whenever it's raining and somemore....I can fetch 'ahem ahem'
Upper right is the hostels...
So I guess that's all.....Hope to blog more about it soon. I am at my home right now but I didn't hang out at all. Ya ya...I guess you know what I did already. Studying maths la of course...
Going back to USM soon...I have to miss my home again :(
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Friday, August 28, 2009
Going to see my papa and mama soon ^^
hi!!!
I am kinda sleepy right now but I do hope I can reach home safely, in one piece.
I took a cup of nescafe (RICH) and I hope it'll help me to gain my alertness and conciousness.
Well, there was a time when I was driving to USM for the first time(if I am not wrong)...
I was kinda tired and the traffic light was red. Extremely red somemore...
The cars in front stopped but I didn't notice that as I was kinda blur...
I was driving around 60km/h and my friend shouted 'OOOI OOI OOOOOI!!!'
I reganied my conciousness and brake...SCREEECH! ( The sound of the brake was really loud...)
Luckily, I managed to stop and ....we were safe^^
If I was alone....maybe you can't read my blog right now...my blog will go with me...^^
So, please pray for me to reach home safely....
Hoping to see my papa and mama soon...I know they'll surely miss me...hehehe..
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I am kinda sleepy right now but I do hope I can reach home safely, in one piece.
I took a cup of nescafe (RICH) and I hope it'll help me to gain my alertness and conciousness.
Well, there was a time when I was driving to USM for the first time(if I am not wrong)...
I was kinda tired and the traffic light was red. Extremely red somemore...
The cars in front stopped but I didn't notice that as I was kinda blur...
I was driving around 60km/h and my friend shouted 'OOOI OOI OOOOOI!!!'
I reganied my conciousness and brake...SCREEECH! ( The sound of the brake was really loud...)
Luckily, I managed to stop and ....we were safe^^
If I was alone....maybe you can't read my blog right now...my blog will go with me...^^
So, please pray for me to reach home safely....
Hoping to see my papa and mama soon...I know they'll surely miss me...hehehe..
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
First maths test in USM
hi!!!
I just finished my maths test. Yahoo!
I can easily smile right now. I got 1.5 hours to finish up 4 questions. And you know what I did?
I did the whole paper twice.
I noticed that for question 2, I got the different answer when I did it the second time. Fuyoh..luckily I checked and redo it. So guess what?Hehehe...
Anyway, as you all know, in maths, I am only interested in calculation.
For question 1, it's not even related to calculation at all.
It asked about the degree,order,linerity ,independent and non-independent for the differential equation. What the heck?
Luckily my formula book does indicate me the answer....Hehe...
Wow....but for Material test, I think I didn't do quite well. Haix... Electrical tech,I got one question wrong which I thought it's correct.
Well,no choice, have to try another time.
But for maths ^^....
Targeting full marks for that paper ^^
The lecturer seperated the ones that have finished to one side and I noticed that the girls are still there.Hehehe...enjoying the scenery with happy maths mood. Wonderful!
I drove to exam just now as I predicted it's gonna rain. Many of them sigh when they heard the sound of the rain droplets. I fetched two of my friends that came with me back. When I reversed my car out from the paarking lot, I saw a lonely girl on the phone as I am very sure she needs help as it rained cats and dogs. But when my car got out from the spot, she was missing...
I met her when I drove outside from the lecture halls parking area. Hehehe....
Pit..Pit... 'She looked back'
I fetched her back..Hehehe...Hey,don't misundestand, I just wanna fetch for fun. I got no interest at all!
But before I got into my car, I saw a group of girls ( some cute..hehe) , I hoped to fetch them so much. They were like around 6 to 7 as I know my car is small. But, I just lost them in sight and where are they now? Hostel?
Or still there waiting for me?Hahahaha...
Anyway,gonna study maths...I know test is over but I still have to study new chapter right? Never call me insane please!
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I just finished my maths test. Yahoo!
I can easily smile right now. I got 1.5 hours to finish up 4 questions. And you know what I did?
I did the whole paper twice.
I noticed that for question 2, I got the different answer when I did it the second time. Fuyoh..luckily I checked and redo it. So guess what?Hehehe...
Anyway, as you all know, in maths, I am only interested in calculation.
For question 1, it's not even related to calculation at all.
It asked about the degree,order,linerity ,independent and non-independent for the differential equation. What the heck?
Luckily my formula book does indicate me the answer....Hehe...
Wow....but for Material test, I think I didn't do quite well. Haix... Electrical tech,I got one question wrong which I thought it's correct.
Well,no choice, have to try another time.
But for maths ^^....
Targeting full marks for that paper ^^
The lecturer seperated the ones that have finished to one side and I noticed that the girls are still there.Hehehe...enjoying the scenery with happy maths mood. Wonderful!
I drove to exam just now as I predicted it's gonna rain. Many of them sigh when they heard the sound of the rain droplets. I fetched two of my friends that came with me back. When I reversed my car out from the paarking lot, I saw a lonely girl on the phone as I am very sure she needs help as it rained cats and dogs. But when my car got out from the spot, she was missing...
I met her when I drove outside from the lecture halls parking area. Hehehe....
Pit..Pit... 'She looked back'
I fetched her back..Hehehe...Hey,don't misundestand, I just wanna fetch for fun. I got no interest at all!
But before I got into my car, I saw a group of girls ( some cute..hehe) , I hoped to fetch them so much. They were like around 6 to 7 as I know my car is small. But, I just lost them in sight and where are they now? Hostel?
Or still there waiting for me?Hahahaha...
Anyway,gonna study maths...I know test is over but I still have to study new chapter right? Never call me insane please!
-steam-
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Maths Test is coming soon...
hi!!!
It's 12 now and I just finished went through my maths notes. Tomorrow is the day...
It's my only chance to .....
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It's 12 now and I just finished went through my maths notes. Tomorrow is the day...
It's my only chance to .....
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When you are lonely...
hi!!
I just saw a cartoon picture. It's kinda cute.
'Teddy won't hug back but that's what you only have...'
I agree with the statement which I couldn't agree more. But of course, for me, I won't look for teddy instead. ^^
I am having a lonely life currently.
What I usually do?
Here is my daily routine
Eat,lectures/class/practical,sleep,facebooking & studying.
Well, I guess you guys are almost impossible to beat me ^^
I study whenever I am in my room ^^.
I know I put too much pressure on myself even my mum told me to relax. She even told me not to be so sad if I didn't do well in test as I have already tried my best. ^^ What a wonderful mum I have...
But for me, it's not that I can't relax. I learn things kinda slow. That's why I study more than anyone does. Yeah, I saw many doing last minute studies here but I just can't adapt to that style. Primary and secondary schooling time are meant for that(for me la). Form 6 onwards, I study everyday T.T. Right now, I guess it's getting more serious, I skipped certain sosial activities just to study. Well, that's my life and I got no complain about that as everything is fated. I got a slow brain but luckily I have the interest.
Ooopss...it's a bit out of the title. So,when you are down and lonely, what will you do? Never look for teddy but look for me instead as I can hug you back ^^
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I just saw a cartoon picture. It's kinda cute.
'Teddy won't hug back but that's what you only have...'
I agree with the statement which I couldn't agree more. But of course, for me, I won't look for teddy instead. ^^
I am having a lonely life currently.
What I usually do?
Here is my daily routine
Eat,lectures/class/practical,sleep,facebooking & studying.
Well, I guess you guys are almost impossible to beat me ^^
I study whenever I am in my room ^^.
I know I put too much pressure on myself even my mum told me to relax. She even told me not to be so sad if I didn't do well in test as I have already tried my best. ^^ What a wonderful mum I have...
But for me, it's not that I can't relax. I learn things kinda slow. That's why I study more than anyone does. Yeah, I saw many doing last minute studies here but I just can't adapt to that style. Primary and secondary schooling time are meant for that(for me la). Form 6 onwards, I study everyday T.T. Right now, I guess it's getting more serious, I skipped certain sosial activities just to study. Well, that's my life and I got no complain about that as everything is fated. I got a slow brain but luckily I have the interest.
Ooopss...it's a bit out of the title. So,when you are down and lonely, what will you do? Never look for teddy but look for me instead as I can hug you back ^^
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Monday, August 24, 2009
Test
hi!!!
I am doing ok right now. Don't worry so much but I will still think of the problems but I am not that down anymore. I know this is life. Sad for a while and learn for my life. Worth it? Yeah,I never regret of everything I did before. Because of that, I am who I am right now.
Right now, there are only 2 more tests to go, Engineering maths and Engineering Practical (Theory,bullshit)
I had my Malay language and engineering drawing tests a week ago if I am not wrong because I didn't study for that tests ^^. Never tell my parents as they never expect that...hehehe...
I just flipped through the notes and ...'ARGH!!!Nothing to study also'
But I know I did well for the drawing. ^^ Round of applause please...
I know you are going to say this ' BK, you are fantastic!'
Nope? How about this 'BK,you are great!'
Hahahahaha....but for BM, there are several teachers here(not lecturer) and my teacher told me to write the different format from the rest of them said. Erm..I mean, my taecher said ' Tulis seberapa panjang yang boleh. Isi tersendiri adalah digalakkan' , totally the opposite!
BK:Cikgu ar...kawan cakap lain wor,macam mana'
Teacher : Kamu mahu dengar apa ikut suka hati kamu tapi, saya yang periksa kertas kamu.
Ooops....
But of course, I did study for the rest la...You think university life easy meh?
Then,just now I got electrical technology test and also material engineering test(mainly chemistry).
I saw one question for ET. It's 10 marks but there is a short circuit. The circuit is very complicated but the short circuit makes it so simple. But I saw, it's 10 marks. Can you imagine doing form 4 work for 10 marks in test?
Material engineering? CRAZY!
The first subjective question...100 marks!
What the heck! I was shocked and I didn't know how to do. I just scribbled whatever I feel it's right. T.T 100 marks...
The one I am sure got me only 10 marks T.T
Chemistry kills a lot T.T
Maths this wednesday and I am so excited. Hopefully I won't get all wrong again instead of getting all right ^^
GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!
-steam-
I am doing ok right now. Don't worry so much but I will still think of the problems but I am not that down anymore. I know this is life. Sad for a while and learn for my life. Worth it? Yeah,I never regret of everything I did before. Because of that, I am who I am right now.
Right now, there are only 2 more tests to go, Engineering maths and Engineering Practical (Theory,bullshit)
I had my Malay language and engineering drawing tests a week ago if I am not wrong because I didn't study for that tests ^^. Never tell my parents as they never expect that...hehehe...
I just flipped through the notes and ...'ARGH!!!Nothing to study also'
But I know I did well for the drawing. ^^ Round of applause please...
I know you are going to say this ' BK, you are fantastic!'
Nope? How about this 'BK,you are great!'
Hahahahaha....but for BM, there are several teachers here(not lecturer) and my teacher told me to write the different format from the rest of them said. Erm..I mean, my taecher said ' Tulis seberapa panjang yang boleh. Isi tersendiri adalah digalakkan' , totally the opposite!
BK:Cikgu ar...kawan cakap lain wor,macam mana'
Teacher : Kamu mahu dengar apa ikut suka hati kamu tapi, saya yang periksa kertas kamu.
Ooops....
But of course, I did study for the rest la...You think university life easy meh?
Then,just now I got electrical technology test and also material engineering test(mainly chemistry).
I saw one question for ET. It's 10 marks but there is a short circuit. The circuit is very complicated but the short circuit makes it so simple. But I saw, it's 10 marks. Can you imagine doing form 4 work for 10 marks in test?
Material engineering? CRAZY!
The first subjective question...100 marks!
What the heck! I was shocked and I didn't know how to do. I just scribbled whatever I feel it's right. T.T 100 marks...
The one I am sure got me only 10 marks T.T
Chemistry kills a lot T.T
Maths this wednesday and I am so excited. Hopefully I won't get all wrong again instead of getting all right ^^
GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!
-steam-
Saturday, August 22, 2009
One...
hi!!!
One stone can break a glass...
One day can determine life...
One touch can mishape...
One word can break a heart...
One problem can bring sadness...
One dream sacrifices a lot....
One wrong way can seperate the life...
One judgement can change everything...
One eye is enough to see...
One ear is enough to listen...
One look is enough to know...
One answer can answer everything...
One tear takes a lot of sorrow...
One heart can bring several souls...
One investment, several outcomes...
One lesson, never follow what I did...
-steam-
One stone can break a glass...
One day can determine life...
One touch can mishape...
One word can break a heart...
One problem can bring sadness...
One dream sacrifices a lot....
One wrong way can seperate the life...
One judgement can change everything...
One eye is enough to see...
One ear is enough to listen...
One look is enough to know...
One answer can answer everything...
One tear takes a lot of sorrow...
One heart can bring several souls...
One investment, several outcomes...
One lesson, never follow what I did...
-steam-
I hope I will be doing ok
hi!!!
There are too many problems at once. Wow! I really hope that I will sleep for my life right now...
The feeling is so hard to explain it out but it's even harder if you feel the pain like what I am feeling now. I guess, BK...the lonely guy is back. But the happy one is still lost in the far away land.
Test is coming...MONDAY!
How can I gonna study? This is university life. Studies are tougher and my life is worse. But I am not the unlikiest one so far. I know many people is far worse than me. Wrong investments...Hahaha...It's a big loss to me.
No more investment? Perhaps... I worth nothing! I know my status very well...
Will I ever achieve the almost impossible dream?
-steam-
There are too many problems at once. Wow! I really hope that I will sleep for my life right now...
The feeling is so hard to explain it out but it's even harder if you feel the pain like what I am feeling now. I guess, BK...the lonely guy is back. But the happy one is still lost in the far away land.
Test is coming...MONDAY!
How can I gonna study? This is university life. Studies are tougher and my life is worse. But I am not the unlikiest one so far. I know many people is far worse than me. Wrong investments...Hahaha...It's a big loss to me.
No more investment? Perhaps... I worth nothing! I know my status very well...
Will I ever achieve the almost impossible dream?
-steam-
Scar..
hi!!!
In life, there will be surely unforgetable moments. Wounds can be healed but they will surely left scars there...deep inside...
-steam-
In life, there will be surely unforgetable moments. Wounds can be healed but they will surely left scars there...deep inside...
-steam-
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Lottery?
hi!!!
Walaueh...I really didn't expect this to happen. Guess I might be luckier than a lottery guy..
-steam-
Walaueh...I really didn't expect this to happen. Guess I might be luckier than a lottery guy..
-steam-
Millionaire's First Love
hi!!!
After a whole day studying yesterday, and complains from my friends, I decided to watch a movie at around 10 something. Of course I am using my laptop to watch it. I thought it's a comedian movie but...it's all about romance. Anyway, I think this is the first romance movie that I like. Moreover,it's in korea language. Love .....love....
The movie is as written on the title. I just couldn't believe myself that I almost cry when watching the movie. It's kinda touching. Really! A few times I have to control my tears as I don't want my roommate to see me cry. Why? How am I suppose to know? Maybe for me, guys must not cry until the fnal moment...
It's about a guy willingly to give up his inheritance property from his grandfather that worth millions...
The reason is simple, he found her girl.
But, unfortunately, the girl can't live long as she has severe cardiac problem. She can't stand sadness and happiness too much. At first, both of them were kinda....er....how must I say that? They were pitiful? They can't tell each other that they like each other as the girl is 'allergic' to that. But finally, they got together. The girl has a wish to survive to see the frst snow of the year. When the first snow comes, she passed away peacefully lying at his shoulder. She told him that she needs to sleep for 3 minutes. After a moment, the guy said something to the girl even he knows she is dead...He said ' You are too late. 3 minutes have passed'...
I really feel pity towards them but I know it's just a love story. They went through the happy moments together and the guy was willing to get together as he knows she can hurt her more and more if they got together longer. Getting together with a dying person? It's really touching...
So,for those who has someone with you, appreciate them.
As you can see, I am the next example... I know she is already somewhere very far away but I am still seaching for her...
Love is really a wonderful thing...
-steam-
After a whole day studying yesterday, and complains from my friends, I decided to watch a movie at around 10 something. Of course I am using my laptop to watch it. I thought it's a comedian movie but...it's all about romance. Anyway, I think this is the first romance movie that I like. Moreover,it's in korea language. Love .....love....
The movie is as written on the title. I just couldn't believe myself that I almost cry when watching the movie. It's kinda touching. Really! A few times I have to control my tears as I don't want my roommate to see me cry. Why? How am I suppose to know? Maybe for me, guys must not cry until the fnal moment...
It's about a guy willingly to give up his inheritance property from his grandfather that worth millions...
The reason is simple, he found her girl.
But, unfortunately, the girl can't live long as she has severe cardiac problem. She can't stand sadness and happiness too much. At first, both of them were kinda....er....how must I say that? They were pitiful? They can't tell each other that they like each other as the girl is 'allergic' to that. But finally, they got together. The girl has a wish to survive to see the frst snow of the year. When the first snow comes, she passed away peacefully lying at his shoulder. She told him that she needs to sleep for 3 minutes. After a moment, the guy said something to the girl even he knows she is dead...He said ' You are too late. 3 minutes have passed'...
I really feel pity towards them but I know it's just a love story. They went through the happy moments together and the guy was willing to get together as he knows she can hurt her more and more if they got together longer. Getting together with a dying person? It's really touching...
So,for those who has someone with you, appreciate them.
As you can see, I am the next example... I know she is already somewhere very far away but I am still seaching for her...
Love is really a wonderful thing...
-steam-
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Is this myself?
hi!!!
The first one...
You are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot. But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they often lack the soul behind it. You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't. You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused. You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life. You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes whttp://apps.facebook.com/quiztacular/results.phponder why you are where you are. You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it. .
The second one...
Has high opinions of themselves. Usually a generally happy person. Quite unique in the way they think. Often very attractive and confident with who they are and their looks. Likes to be unique. Often has a best friend (or a few best friends) which they tell most things to. Very outgoing, loves to laugh. Has a good outlook on life. Is very understanding. Loves relationships, tends to be very picky about who they are with. Because they are so confident it makes them an extremely good sexual partner. Easily satisfied. Practically immune to every day problems. Enjoys life to the best of their ability. A great friend. Knows what they love and what they hate. Doesn't get jealous easily. Good manors and good values in life. Can be quite intelligent. Loves to spend time with people.
Erm..some are quite true but some are clashing with the two articles.
Overall, I accept both of them kinda well.
Especially the choosy part,I admit I am extremely fussy.
-steam-
The first one...
You are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot. But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they often lack the soul behind it. You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't. You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused. You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life. You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes whttp://apps.facebook.com/quiztacular/results.phponder why you are where you are. You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it. .
The second one...
Has high opinions of themselves. Usually a generally happy person. Quite unique in the way they think. Often very attractive and confident with who they are and their looks. Likes to be unique. Often has a best friend (or a few best friends) which they tell most things to. Very outgoing, loves to laugh. Has a good outlook on life. Is very understanding. Loves relationships, tends to be very picky about who they are with. Because they are so confident it makes them an extremely good sexual partner. Easily satisfied. Practically immune to every day problems. Enjoys life to the best of their ability. A great friend. Knows what they love and what they hate. Doesn't get jealous easily. Good manors and good values in life. Can be quite intelligent. Loves to spend time with people.
Erm..some are quite true but some are clashing with the two articles.
Overall, I accept both of them kinda well.
Especially the choosy part,I admit I am extremely fussy.
-steam-
Why now?
hi!!!
Why now? Why does that thing come at the very wrong time?
How can I handle it if I lost the most important thing at my most important time?
I am really stressed out. My heart feels the pain. Day goes on but the pain is still there!
I can't find myself back. I don't know the alternative remedy.
Won't it be nice if I can return to my past...
-steam-
Why now? Why does that thing come at the very wrong time?
How can I handle it if I lost the most important thing at my most important time?
I am really stressed out. My heart feels the pain. Day goes on but the pain is still there!
I can't find myself back. I don't know the alternative remedy.
Won't it be nice if I can return to my past...
-steam-
Bad result...
hi!!!
I did badly in my maths quiz. It's easy if you really master it. But, I know I answered wrongly...in all of the questions.
How come there are so many problems right now? Too many at once!
If I am a girl,I already cried.
-steam-
I did badly in my maths quiz. It's easy if you really master it. But, I know I answered wrongly...in all of the questions.
How come there are so many problems right now? Too many at once!
If I am a girl,I already cried.
-steam-
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Everything is turning against me
hi!!!
Well,my luck is really bad this moment. I can't go back to my hometown as I have class replacement.
I have to miss the chance to see my cousin's convo photo taking.
I have chores to do.
I can't concentrate on my studies as tests are coming very soon.
Finally,....it's the biggest problem I have.
I am trying to find a person to talk.But,I just can't find the exact one. I called someone but I didn't really tell out,in fact, I crapped. It's really hard to stand alone. But,I AM STILL STANDING!
I hope I can at least get good results for my test.
Haix....Please be a lucky steamer,bk!
Happy go lucky?
-steam-
Well,my luck is really bad this moment. I can't go back to my hometown as I have class replacement.
I have to miss the chance to see my cousin's convo photo taking.
I have chores to do.
I can't concentrate on my studies as tests are coming very soon.
Finally,....it's the biggest problem I have.
I am trying to find a person to talk.But,I just can't find the exact one. I called someone but I didn't really tell out,in fact, I crapped. It's really hard to stand alone. But,I AM STILL STANDING!
I hope I can at least get good results for my test.
Haix....Please be a lucky steamer,bk!
Happy go lucky?
-steam-
Monday, August 10, 2009
Appreciate
hi!!!
Appreciate,
Especially your 'associate',
She comes to you by fate,
Never show her the way to the gate.
Appreciate,
The time,day and date,
The moment and the cake,
They can't be compared with the best jade.
Appreciate,
Think of her even in the bed,
Never make her wait,
Sometimes she can hate.
Appreciate,
Always mean what you said,
Never close and rate,
Open your eyes and she will be great.
Appreciate,
Especially your 'associate',
She comes to you by fate,
It's useless to cry when it is too late...
-steam-
Appreciate,
Especially your 'associate',
She comes to you by fate,
Never show her the way to the gate.
Appreciate,
The time,day and date,
The moment and the cake,
They can't be compared with the best jade.
Appreciate,
Think of her even in the bed,
Never make her wait,
Sometimes she can hate.
Appreciate,
Always mean what you said,
Never close and rate,
Open your eyes and she will be great.
Appreciate,
Especially your 'associate',
She comes to you by fate,
It's useless to cry when it is too late...
-steam-
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
HELP!!
hi!!!
I CAN'T STUDY!!!
'STUDYING MOOD' I SUMMON YOU TO MY SOUL!!!PLEASE COME BACK TO ME!
-steam-
I CAN'T STUDY!!!
'STUDYING MOOD' I SUMMON YOU TO MY SOUL!!!PLEASE COME BACK TO ME!
-steam-
Monday, August 3, 2009
Material engineering?
hi!!!
I think mostly all or all of the engineers have to take material science and engineering. But, it's so hard and so boring. I can't compare it with engineering maths. Haix...study for so many days and I don't even know what am I studying! Test is coming...Will I fail?
-steam-
I think mostly all or all of the engineers have to take material science and engineering. But, it's so hard and so boring. I can't compare it with engineering maths. Haix...study for so many days and I don't even know what am I studying! Test is coming...Will I fail?
-steam-
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Unsuccessful love...
hi!!!
Looking at her going away,
Looking for her but she is hiding inside the bay,
There is nothing more to say,
But I will surely remember that day.
I am never inside her purse,
As I know this love will make tears burst,
She can push me from the last to the first,
She can also drag me from the best to the worst.
Looking at her flying freely like a bird,
Seeing her smile and I feel the hurt,
No matter how clean it is, she has left me some dirt,
Leaving me behind without saying a single word.
It's been quite some time,
Enough for a man to become a mime,
For the wind to ring the chime,
The taste of sour is still more than the lime.
I am here and I can't be there,
I am single and I can't be your pair,
It's ok as I know love is never fair,
All the best from me and please do take care...
-steam-
Looking at her going away,
Looking for her but she is hiding inside the bay,
There is nothing more to say,
But I will surely remember that day.
I am never inside her purse,
As I know this love will make tears burst,
She can push me from the last to the first,
She can also drag me from the best to the worst.
Looking at her flying freely like a bird,
Seeing her smile and I feel the hurt,
No matter how clean it is, she has left me some dirt,
Leaving me behind without saying a single word.
It's been quite some time,
Enough for a man to become a mime,
For the wind to ring the chime,
The taste of sour is still more than the lime.
I am here and I can't be there,
I am single and I can't be your pair,
It's ok as I know love is never fair,
All the best from me and please do take care...
-steam-
She is still the one...
hi!!!
From the previous blog, I still miss her. And now, I still miss her. For what I do,I can see her. Chocoloate,her favourite. I see chocolate food, I see her. I see any golden hair, I see her. When I walk back to my hostel alone,that is the time I think of her the most and also the time before I sleep. Her sweet smile. Her cute attitude and she is very nice to be hugged. Yeah...I wonder how is her?Is she doing ok? Does she think of me when I think of her?
I saw sand on the sofa of my car and,it's the seat she usually sits. The time when we went to the beach. The only gal that hold my hand along the coast.
I still remember how she put her hand on top of my hand when I was holding the gear. The gentle hold that makes me feel comfortable.
Movie?Yeah...I will for sure think of her. The time when we watched movies together especially horror movies. She is so cute. Hugging her and hunting for the ghost in the movie. Comfort her whenever she is scared. Walaueh..those days....
I think I won't have the cahnce to meet her anymore....so,just take care.
-steam-
From the previous blog, I still miss her. And now, I still miss her. For what I do,I can see her. Chocoloate,her favourite. I see chocolate food, I see her. I see any golden hair, I see her. When I walk back to my hostel alone,that is the time I think of her the most and also the time before I sleep. Her sweet smile. Her cute attitude and she is very nice to be hugged. Yeah...I wonder how is her?Is she doing ok? Does she think of me when I think of her?
I saw sand on the sofa of my car and,it's the seat she usually sits. The time when we went to the beach. The only gal that hold my hand along the coast.
I still remember how she put her hand on top of my hand when I was holding the gear. The gentle hold that makes me feel comfortable.
Movie?Yeah...I will for sure think of her. The time when we watched movies together especially horror movies. She is so cute. Hugging her and hunting for the ghost in the movie. Comfort her whenever she is scared. Walaueh..those days....
I think I won't have the cahnce to meet her anymore....so,just take care.
-steam-
H1N1 in USM?
hi!!!
Hahaha...I am back home now. One week holiday! They said there is no H1N1 case but a lot of high fever cases. So they let us back. Funny? Hahahha....
I woke up and went to bathe as usual and all my roommates were still sleeping. But when I was out from the room, I sensed something was a bit not right because I saw more people standing outside their rooms and talking with thier phone rather than only a few usually. Then I went back to the room and, I saw all my roommates were awake. They said got quarantine! What the heck! I can't leave the room? But they said can go back,=.=''' .Hahahaha.... So, I went for the check up before driving back and my body temperature is not 37! What? Anyway, I am not joking, I didn't get 37. If anything goes wrong,don't miss me but remember me.
But actually, yesterday, I saw the ground floor of my hostel was sealed with the passage way being sealed. I thoughht there is renovation but I couldn't see any reason for that. Then, I thought of H1N1 because I sensed something. I don't know my instinct is so choon. Don't play with guy's instinct,gals! Hahahaha....
Anyway,my body temperature is 36.9.Hahahha...too low...
-steam-
Hahaha...I am back home now. One week holiday! They said there is no H1N1 case but a lot of high fever cases. So they let us back. Funny? Hahahha....
I woke up and went to bathe as usual and all my roommates were still sleeping. But when I was out from the room, I sensed something was a bit not right because I saw more people standing outside their rooms and talking with thier phone rather than only a few usually. Then I went back to the room and, I saw all my roommates were awake. They said got quarantine! What the heck! I can't leave the room? But they said can go back,=.=''' .Hahahaha.... So, I went for the check up before driving back and my body temperature is not 37! What? Anyway, I am not joking, I didn't get 37. If anything goes wrong,don't miss me but remember me.
But actually, yesterday, I saw the ground floor of my hostel was sealed with the passage way being sealed. I thoughht there is renovation but I couldn't see any reason for that. Then, I thought of H1N1 because I sensed something. I don't know my instinct is so choon. Don't play with guy's instinct,gals! Hahahaha....
Anyway,my body temperature is 36.9.Hahahha...too low...
-steam-
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Something in USM
hi!!!
I went to engineering maths lecture today and I am beginning to catch what the lecture is lecturing about. For the past few days, I went there and only day dream because I really can't understand at all. I went to library to borrow 3 thick books of engineering maths. It's like 2 stacks of tissue paper, I mean the thickness la,the thickness of the tissue paper boxes of course...HAhahaha...anyway, yesterday I was quite happy with it because I sacrificed all my time for maths and it's worth doing so. Chinese community prom night, I skipped and I am the only one that skipped. I skipped mechanical engineering camp. All because of mathematics. My coursemate/ friends told me that they need at least 3 to 4 hours to finish the tutorial given but 2 hours is enough for me...^^Walaueh...Hahahahaha....but there is a question that I couldn't solve at all. Haix.....but they can't solve more than me...^^
To become the top in maths in USM? I became the top in Pykett school and MBS, but USM? I doubt it.My lecturer told me that there will be 40 % of students to fail the subject every semester. When I hear that, I hope she is not talking about me. I really can't prepare myself to face such situation. To fail in maths for the first time and it's in unviersity?Joking?
But,I realised that I have accomplished one of my dreams yesterday. Hahaha...actually, I have accomplished it quite a while just I didn't realised it. When I was small, I always wait for the day for me to enter university. And I always hope that it will be USM. I don't really know why must it be USM. But, now,today, I am in USM,taking mechanical engineering course! Yeah! Next, I must be a mechanical engineer! When I was small, I always waited for me to enter USM. I wondered will the day come?Hahahaha....actually it's very fast but I felt it's very slow when I was small because it took many years and right now, the years have passed me just like that.
Anyway,I heard there is H1N1 case here. Yesterday, someone used the speaker to tell anyone with the symptoms such as flu,cough,headache,fever ,etc to see the doctor immediately and the medical center is still open and the time is already 6 plus...
If I am the unlucky one and I can't survive the fight, I know the god doesn't want me to become a mechanical engineer. I am not destined to be then. Please do the way I want it,don't cry but pay me the last respect.
-steam-
I went to engineering maths lecture today and I am beginning to catch what the lecture is lecturing about. For the past few days, I went there and only day dream because I really can't understand at all. I went to library to borrow 3 thick books of engineering maths. It's like 2 stacks of tissue paper, I mean the thickness la,the thickness of the tissue paper boxes of course...HAhahaha...anyway, yesterday I was quite happy with it because I sacrificed all my time for maths and it's worth doing so. Chinese community prom night, I skipped and I am the only one that skipped. I skipped mechanical engineering camp. All because of mathematics. My coursemate/ friends told me that they need at least 3 to 4 hours to finish the tutorial given but 2 hours is enough for me...^^Walaueh...Hahahahaha....but there is a question that I couldn't solve at all. Haix.....but they can't solve more than me...^^
To become the top in maths in USM? I became the top in Pykett school and MBS, but USM? I doubt it.My lecturer told me that there will be 40 % of students to fail the subject every semester. When I hear that, I hope she is not talking about me. I really can't prepare myself to face such situation. To fail in maths for the first time and it's in unviersity?Joking?
But,I realised that I have accomplished one of my dreams yesterday. Hahaha...actually, I have accomplished it quite a while just I didn't realised it. When I was small, I always wait for the day for me to enter university. And I always hope that it will be USM. I don't really know why must it be USM. But, now,today, I am in USM,taking mechanical engineering course! Yeah! Next, I must be a mechanical engineer! When I was small, I always waited for me to enter USM. I wondered will the day come?Hahahaha....actually it's very fast but I felt it's very slow when I was small because it took many years and right now, the years have passed me just like that.
Anyway,I heard there is H1N1 case here. Yesterday, someone used the speaker to tell anyone with the symptoms such as flu,cough,headache,fever ,etc to see the doctor immediately and the medical center is still open and the time is already 6 plus...
If I am the unlucky one and I can't survive the fight, I know the god doesn't want me to become a mechanical engineer. I am not destined to be then. Please do the way I want it,don't cry but pay me the last respect.
-steam-
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I am in a dangerous state...
hi!!!
It's been more than 2 weeks I have been in single status. Still, I am not used to it. Hahaha...I know I am a flexible person. I can adapt well when I stay in UKM. And then, from UKM to USM, I have no problem at all. But this, I still miss her and I know it's useless to miss someone that is not mine.
Losing her is really a big deal to me. I think you all should know that I always hide myself inside my own world and doing my own stuffs, thinking and solving problems by my own without sharing most of them with my friends even my best friends. But, she is different. I felt quite comfortable by sharing my problems with her. Ya, I know many gals wanna share my problems but...hehe...(I know I am perasan).
When I am alone, I usually study but sometimes I do day dream. And I got once thought of me looking at her holding other guy's hand. Hahahaha...that will be very heart breaking if I still like her during that time. I think it will take quite a long time to let go of her because....I AM A LOYAL GUY!Yeah...agree??
Everytime I go to USM or come back from USM, I will pass her house and, it brings back a lot of memories. I drove so far just to find her. Hahaha...There are a few times I speeded to TAR just don't wanna make her wait for me. Well, and I failed most of the times and I know it's very dangerous. Luckily, my parents don't have any idea of it.hehehe...
Even in USM, I saw a sweet and lovely couple at the canteen. Argh!!!So jealous of them because all the while I have been dreaming of a girl that can always listen to what I said. The obedient but playful type. It's very hard to find a perfect girl, I know that. And during form 4 or form 5, I saw a couple sharing a McD flavor twist ice-cream. It's green in colour. I told myself that one day, I will share it with my girlfriend but, I didn't have the chance. I wonder will I ever have the chance. I know it's just a small matter,but for me, it is one of my dream in my life. But who wanna share it with me?Hahaha...I am not handsome,no rich, not smart...Not handsome won't make a girl proud, not rich and I can't afford to spend on her, not smart and I don't have time for her because I need extra time to study. But, I can't complain much because it's gift from the god.
It's been two weeks now and I wonder what will happen after 2 years. Will I still in love with her? Will I find another one? Or I don't like anyone?
I always ask myself about this.
Will a girl date a guy that doesn't spend enough time with her? Will a girl date a guy that can't even buy her a drink? The guy is me of course. My life is all about studying especially maths. I will get angry and disappointed if I don't have the maths knowledge that I should have. Well, I am weird and maybe the crazy one. Maybe that's why I have two unsuccessful love life. I heard people said that usually the one that loves or is good in maths and physics, they are crazy and usually doesn't have a life partner. I hope I am not one of them. I do love maths but I don't wanna sacrifice my life just because of maths.
Haix....I am quite down right now and I don't dare to find her to tell her. I am a coward, I know that. At least I have my blog to help me express it out. I am really afraid that the day will come. The day she hold another guy's hand while I still have her in my heart. I know many of you can't imagine I am in this kind of situation. It's very dangerous. It's very troublesome. This girl is great, she is always the winner in my heart. The calm BK is on long holiday...I hope he will be back...
-steam-
It's been more than 2 weeks I have been in single status. Still, I am not used to it. Hahaha...I know I am a flexible person. I can adapt well when I stay in UKM. And then, from UKM to USM, I have no problem at all. But this, I still miss her and I know it's useless to miss someone that is not mine.
Losing her is really a big deal to me. I think you all should know that I always hide myself inside my own world and doing my own stuffs, thinking and solving problems by my own without sharing most of them with my friends even my best friends. But, she is different. I felt quite comfortable by sharing my problems with her. Ya, I know many gals wanna share my problems but...hehe...(I know I am perasan).
When I am alone, I usually study but sometimes I do day dream. And I got once thought of me looking at her holding other guy's hand. Hahahaha...that will be very heart breaking if I still like her during that time. I think it will take quite a long time to let go of her because....I AM A LOYAL GUY!Yeah...agree??
Everytime I go to USM or come back from USM, I will pass her house and, it brings back a lot of memories. I drove so far just to find her. Hahaha...There are a few times I speeded to TAR just don't wanna make her wait for me. Well, and I failed most of the times and I know it's very dangerous. Luckily, my parents don't have any idea of it.hehehe...
Even in USM, I saw a sweet and lovely couple at the canteen. Argh!!!So jealous of them because all the while I have been dreaming of a girl that can always listen to what I said. The obedient but playful type. It's very hard to find a perfect girl, I know that. And during form 4 or form 5, I saw a couple sharing a McD flavor twist ice-cream. It's green in colour. I told myself that one day, I will share it with my girlfriend but, I didn't have the chance. I wonder will I ever have the chance. I know it's just a small matter,but for me, it is one of my dream in my life. But who wanna share it with me?Hahaha...I am not handsome,no rich, not smart...Not handsome won't make a girl proud, not rich and I can't afford to spend on her, not smart and I don't have time for her because I need extra time to study. But, I can't complain much because it's gift from the god.
It's been two weeks now and I wonder what will happen after 2 years. Will I still in love with her? Will I find another one? Or I don't like anyone?
I always ask myself about this.
Will a girl date a guy that doesn't spend enough time with her? Will a girl date a guy that can't even buy her a drink? The guy is me of course. My life is all about studying especially maths. I will get angry and disappointed if I don't have the maths knowledge that I should have. Well, I am weird and maybe the crazy one. Maybe that's why I have two unsuccessful love life. I heard people said that usually the one that loves or is good in maths and physics, they are crazy and usually doesn't have a life partner. I hope I am not one of them. I do love maths but I don't wanna sacrifice my life just because of maths.
Haix....I am quite down right now and I don't dare to find her to tell her. I am a coward, I know that. At least I have my blog to help me express it out. I am really afraid that the day will come. The day she hold another guy's hand while I still have her in my heart. I know many of you can't imagine I am in this kind of situation. It's very dangerous. It's very troublesome. This girl is great, she is always the winner in my heart. The calm BK is on long holiday...I hope he will be back...
-steam-
Friday, July 24, 2009
Is there such love?
hi!!!
I watched a movie just now and I was kinda amazed. There is a couple, and they still love each other even after breaking up for more than 2 years. Is there such love? I can't even guarantee myself that I can find such person in my life...hahaha...Well, I hope they do exist to make the world more loveable...^^
-steam-
I watched a movie just now and I was kinda amazed. There is a couple, and they still love each other even after breaking up for more than 2 years. Is there such love? I can't even guarantee myself that I can find such person in my life...hahaha...Well, I hope they do exist to make the world more loveable...^^
-steam-
How did I go back from USM?
hi!!!
Well, for these 2 weekends, I have been staying at my home instead of inside USM. Well, I can't online at USM because the line so damn slow and it's even slower than a tortoise.
So,how did I come back? Wanna know? Don't want? Sorry, you are at the wrong blog.
The first time is my mother's friend's sister fetch me to Parit Buntar terminal bus station. Then, I took an express bus to jetty. Rm3.90...
Then, I took ferry across and it costs Rm1.20.
Then I took a bus to somewhere near my home and it is Rm1.
Then my coursemate fetched me back to USM, with some 'ahem' of course.
This time, I took the USM bus to USM main campus and asked my dad to fetch me back. It's free if the petrol of the bike's petrol doesn;t come into account.
-steam-
Well, for these 2 weekends, I have been staying at my home instead of inside USM. Well, I can't online at USM because the line so damn slow and it's even slower than a tortoise.
So,how did I come back? Wanna know? Don't want? Sorry, you are at the wrong blog.
The first time is my mother's friend's sister fetch me to Parit Buntar terminal bus station. Then, I took an express bus to jetty. Rm3.90...
Then, I took ferry across and it costs Rm1.20.
Then I took a bus to somewhere near my home and it is Rm1.
Then my coursemate fetched me back to USM, with some 'ahem' of course.
This time, I took the USM bus to USM main campus and asked my dad to fetch me back. It's free if the petrol of the bike's petrol doesn;t come into account.
-steam-
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Disappointing...
hi!!!
Walaueh...I am now online at usm. Can't access to certain web and it is kinda restricted. I remembered that UKM lecturer asked me to access to youtube if there is any experiment going on to lean it on youtube. But now, where can I learn it?
-steam-
Walaueh...I am now online at usm. Can't access to certain web and it is kinda restricted. I remembered that UKM lecturer asked me to access to youtube if there is any experiment going on to lean it on youtube. But now, where can I learn it?
-steam-
I'm facing physics problem...
hi!!!
I started studying and I am having a problem here. Not in studying mood but I did force myself to study and I managed to understand some. Actually it's about the electrical part because I just have the electrical tech notes only. And I learnt all of them before. Some are even worse, I learnt that since form 2 or 3. And the form 6 part, I did forget some and of course not all. If I really forget all, I am crying now already...
The funny part is....Ohm's Law. Hahaha...I won't ever forget that!
-steam-
I started studying and I am having a problem here. Not in studying mood but I did force myself to study and I managed to understand some. Actually it's about the electrical part because I just have the electrical tech notes only. And I learnt all of them before. Some are even worse, I learnt that since form 2 or 3. And the form 6 part, I did forget some and of course not all. If I really forget all, I am crying now already...
The funny part is....Ohm's Law. Hahaha...I won't ever forget that!
-steam-
Friday, July 17, 2009
Do I like USM?
hi!!!
Well, it has been a week that I UKM. Anyhow, I dreamt of the life in UKM. Yeah, I really enjoyed there. I wondered alone from morning to night by just walking around the main campus. I am not afraid of getting lost because maps are provided. The hostels there are nice.
But UKM is not perfect of course. Sometimes, I have to walk up the hill to reach my destination. But anyhow, I managed to walk for a distance. It's a 20 to 30 minutes walk. Instead of taking bus, I walked with sweat. Well, the time for the bus is uncertain, that's why I walked.
Well, the girls there...I got nothing to complain. In fact, some are really pretty! And amazingly, some are still available but unfortunately, I am not interested with them. Well, maybe I have only one heart though. Who said guys can't be loyal?! I am here to prove you wrong!
But the orientation week is damn shitty. I managed to sleep for like 2 hours everyday. Slept at around 1 plus and had to wake up at 4. And I am always the first one to the bathroom. I was quite concern about the surrounding as I believe there are some spirits in universities. So, I always look at the mirror to look around my back and the door is just beside me^^. But, when I was in my room. I am not afraid as I felt quite safe and secured but not for the crime case.
In USM, the hostel was like.....URGH! UKM is the straight winner! The campus is quite small but I can easily get lost. The structures and the surrounding are built quite far from one another.
But, I didn't see any monkey here. I mean real monkeys! People do cycle for their lecture and I cycled once using someone's bicycle. It's fun if you have bicycle and laptop here. Or else, your life will be............NOTHING! And I don't have a laptop and a bike yet, so......you got what I mean right?
I MISS UKM!!! I still remember, I moon walked once in the engineering faculty to perform for the seniors and a gal shouted for it. Yeah and she is...hehe..not bad. And I was famous as MJ there. But I will always remember that I moon walked in front ofthe special 'her'. Still she shouted. It's really very hard to put down someone that is deeply in your heart. When I was a kid, I said it's stupid and now, I am stupid for that.
So,everybody, university life is not really that bad. You gain more freedom as they treat you as an adult. Haha..I am joking right? Steamer is an adult?
-steam-
Well, it has been a week that I UKM. Anyhow, I dreamt of the life in UKM. Yeah, I really enjoyed there. I wondered alone from morning to night by just walking around the main campus. I am not afraid of getting lost because maps are provided. The hostels there are nice.
But UKM is not perfect of course. Sometimes, I have to walk up the hill to reach my destination. But anyhow, I managed to walk for a distance. It's a 20 to 30 minutes walk. Instead of taking bus, I walked with sweat. Well, the time for the bus is uncertain, that's why I walked.
Well, the girls there...I got nothing to complain. In fact, some are really pretty! And amazingly, some are still available but unfortunately, I am not interested with them. Well, maybe I have only one heart though. Who said guys can't be loyal?! I am here to prove you wrong!
But the orientation week is damn shitty. I managed to sleep for like 2 hours everyday. Slept at around 1 plus and had to wake up at 4. And I am always the first one to the bathroom. I was quite concern about the surrounding as I believe there are some spirits in universities. So, I always look at the mirror to look around my back and the door is just beside me^^. But, when I was in my room. I am not afraid as I felt quite safe and secured but not for the crime case.
In USM, the hostel was like.....URGH! UKM is the straight winner! The campus is quite small but I can easily get lost. The structures and the surrounding are built quite far from one another.
But, I didn't see any monkey here. I mean real monkeys! People do cycle for their lecture and I cycled once using someone's bicycle. It's fun if you have bicycle and laptop here. Or else, your life will be............NOTHING! And I don't have a laptop and a bike yet, so......you got what I mean right?
I MISS UKM!!! I still remember, I moon walked once in the engineering faculty to perform for the seniors and a gal shouted for it. Yeah and she is...hehe..not bad. And I was famous as MJ there. But I will always remember that I moon walked in front ofthe special 'her'. Still she shouted. It's really very hard to put down someone that is deeply in your heart. When I was a kid, I said it's stupid and now, I am stupid for that.
So,everybody, university life is not really that bad. You gain more freedom as they treat you as an adult. Haha..I am joking right? Steamer is an adult?
-steam-
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Life is like this...
hi!!!
It's very sad to know that you can't get what you have tried to get with all your might,
It's very disappointing to know that you always think of that every night,
It's very hurt to know that you have the catch but you can't have the bite,
It's very hard to become heavy if you are all the way light.
-steam-
It's very sad to know that you can't get what you have tried to get with all your might,
It's very disappointing to know that you always think of that every night,
It's very hurt to know that you have the catch but you can't have the bite,
It's very hard to become heavy if you are all the way light.
-steam-
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Still wondering...
hi!!!
Everybody is studying even the under graduates. I am relaxing at home thinking of all sorts of possibilities in my life. Well, I hope all my decisions are correct and I hope I won't regret.
But, how would people look at me? I just wondered but I couldn't find the answer...
Studies above all?
-steam-
Everybody is studying even the under graduates. I am relaxing at home thinking of all sorts of possibilities in my life. Well, I hope all my decisions are correct and I hope I won't regret.
But, how would people look at me? I just wondered but I couldn't find the answer...
Studies above all?
-steam-
Friday, July 10, 2009
Here I come,USM!
hi!!
Sorry because I didn't have the time to update. I didn't have a laptop yet but right now I am in Penang. I will be going to USM to pursue my dream to become a mechanical engineer.Hehe...
Well, UKM is nice! YEAH! It's fun. University life is fun. But during the orientation week, I managed to sleep for only 2 to 3 hours per day. Haix.... Some didn't even get the opportunity to sleep at all. UKM only offers me microelectronic engineering as you should know that my electronics part is not that strong as my mechanics and dynamics part in physics.
SO,USM,WELCOME ME!!!
Anyway, a sad news is I just broke up. The last night in UKM is the last night for us.
First gf- I study to much and I don't have time for her....she can't understand.
Second gf- I have a financial problem and I can't go out to see her but she can't understand.
In conclusion,I am never a good guy. Sorry for both of them....
-steam-
Sorry because I didn't have the time to update. I didn't have a laptop yet but right now I am in Penang. I will be going to USM to pursue my dream to become a mechanical engineer.Hehe...
Well, UKM is nice! YEAH! It's fun. University life is fun. But during the orientation week, I managed to sleep for only 2 to 3 hours per day. Haix.... Some didn't even get the opportunity to sleep at all. UKM only offers me microelectronic engineering as you should know that my electronics part is not that strong as my mechanics and dynamics part in physics.
SO,USM,WELCOME ME!!!
Anyway, a sad news is I just broke up. The last night in UKM is the last night for us.
First gf- I study to much and I don't have time for her....she can't understand.
Second gf- I have a financial problem and I can't go out to see her but she can't understand.
In conclusion,I am never a good guy. Sorry for both of them....
-steam-
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Going...
hi!!!
Here I go,
To somewhere high or low,
To meet my new friend or new foe,
To somewhere I don't even know.
Here I go,
To somewhere high or low,
To meet my new friend or new foe,
To somewhere I don't even know.
I see the boat which I have to row,
Along the river, I see the reflection of my sorrow,
I need some help, I need to borrow,
Going there with nothing and hollow.
I see my future,
I see it as an adventure,
Full of obstacles and nothing can be sure,
Exploring alone in the thick mother nature.
I wonder, is it dry or damp?
Do I need to bring my own lamp?
To stay or to only camp?
The place, the destiny, UKM...
-steam-
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
The Sleep...
hi!!!
The sun rises and the sun sets,
This is how a complicated life gets,
I know I need some time to rest,
To make the decision out of the best.
The sun rises and the sun sets,
This is how a complicated life gets,
I know I need some time to rest,
To make the decision out of the best.
I see the sun going west,
Hoping the laughters will become more and sadness will become less,
Nobody can even give me a guess,
What should I do next?
The time will come soon,
From morning to noon,
From the sun to the moon,
So many bane and yet so many boon.
The moon is what I want to see,
It is the time to sleep for free,
Sleeping without a charging fee,
But I am still holding the key.
I just wanna sleep,
The sleep which is very deep,
I know I need to face it and I can't leap,
But, I don't even dare to open my eyes to peep.
I hope it is fake,
Is this what I have made?
Why must it be in my fate?
Why must I be awake?
-steam-
Hoping the laughters will become more and sadness will become less,
Nobody can even give me a guess,
What should I do next?
The time will come soon,
From morning to noon,
From the sun to the moon,
So many bane and yet so many boon.
The moon is what I want to see,
It is the time to sleep for free,
Sleeping without a charging fee,
But I am still holding the key.
I just wanna sleep,
The sleep which is very deep,
I know I need to face it and I can't leap,
But, I don't even dare to open my eyes to peep.
I hope it is fake,
Is this what I have made?
Why must it be in my fate?
Why must I be awake?
-steam-
Friday, June 12, 2009
The Dark Side...
hi!!!
Things become wild,
Problems are not that mild,
From a metre to a mile,
I still have to smile.
For some of the upcomings, there can't be any why,
Even the most honest guy did tell a lie,
Even the strongest and toughest guy did cry,
Even the everlasting moment will eventually die.
Directions to be chosen, left or right,
Hoping the dark road to turn bright,
Going deeper, hoping to see the light,
Still, the ray is not in my sight.
-steam-
Things become wild,
Problems are not that mild,
From a metre to a mile,
I still have to smile.
For some of the upcomings, there can't be any why,
Even the most honest guy did tell a lie,
Even the strongest and toughest guy did cry,
Even the everlasting moment will eventually die.
Directions to be chosen, left or right,
Hoping the dark road to turn bright,
Going deeper, hoping to see the light,
Still, the ray is not in my sight.
-steam-
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Steamer VS Supervisor
hi!!!
Well, I had a quarrel with sports supervisor.
He is a sports department supervisor. So, he should only see around his sports corner and not my corner (GENT'S).
Actually,at first, I went to talk with my friends. I was a foot away from my counter boarder. So, it's still near and I observe my counter whenever I was talking at another counter.
I saw that sports supervisor, Mr. A. He looked at me quite long and I ignored him. I saw him holding out his phone. So, fine! I kept on talking. He took a few shots of pictures and I was really damn hot.
He called a security guard to disperse the group which consists of 4 people.
Guard: Itu officer suruh kamu semua jangan cakap.
Me: Dia bukan sangat suka ambik gambar punya kah?Suruh dia ambik lagi la. Kalau dia mau kita tak mau cakap,suruh dia sendiri mai sini cakap dengan saya!
Guard:................ (walked out to talk with Mr.A)
I told my friends not to scared because I am here (sounds......a bit ahem*)
Then, Mr.A was on phone and I was very aware of my surrounding. I was afraid that the big shots(executive or manager) to come up. That will be a huge case if that really happens.
Then, Mr.A came to talk to me.(in hokkien)
Mr.A: I need your explanation.
Me:I don't need to explain anymore. You already took my picture. Why still asked me about that?! Take more pictures la!
Mr.A: No....I just take and if your reason is acceptable I will delete it.
Me: Walaueh! You can't be a policeman.
Mr.A: ??????
Me: If you are a policeman, you surely will own a gun. You will surely shoot dead the people first before questioning. Shoot before you ask. That's what you do!!!
Mr.A: No...I need you to respect me ma..Now just explain to me.
Me: You really want me to explain?! OK! These are 3 new part timers. I am the old worker here.
CORRECT???!!!!
Mr.A: Ya...
Me: So, I just wanna tell them about some customers that can take advantage (molest). I wanna give them a warning. Am I doing a wrong thing?
Mr:A: Not wrong...at least tell me ma...If you wanna talk,nex time look for me first..
Me: OH!!!So if next time I can't see you, I don't have to talk anymore,is it?Do you mean that??!!
Mr.A:No...If you can't look for me nevermind. I have many paper work already. So just tell me and I am ok with it.
Me: If everybody does what you said. So, you can't finish your work anymore! You won't have time because many people are working on this floor!!!
(well, yeah!!I did shouted and I was in the spotlight)
Bla bla...He explained his bloody stuff and suddenly Mr.S(newly appointed assistant supervisor of gent's department) called him to go into the office.
Many people felt amazed because I am always so gentle at my appearance..hehe....
'Jacky,GOOD JOB!'
That's what I heard a lot.
Suddenly, Mr.S called me in. I gave flying kisses to everyone as I was in the spotlight.
Mr.S: Please have a seat.
Me:Sit? Well,it's ok one la...
Mr.S: No NO!!!you must sit. I know you have some problems. Let me help you to solve it.
I talked about the molest cases and suddenly Mr.A walked in.
Actually now we were in the office.
Bla bla....
Mr.A : You can't do grouping...
Mr.S: Was there any customer around?
Mr.A:No...
Mr.S: Then, it's ok! He has the right. Moreover his counter is near.
I felt shocked....I respect you dude!
Bla bla...
I walked out as a hero....muahahaha!!!
I guess I will be famous in Pacific Komtar!
-steam-
Well, I had a quarrel with sports supervisor.
He is a sports department supervisor. So, he should only see around his sports corner and not my corner (GENT'S).
Actually,at first, I went to talk with my friends. I was a foot away from my counter boarder. So, it's still near and I observe my counter whenever I was talking at another counter.
I saw that sports supervisor, Mr. A. He looked at me quite long and I ignored him. I saw him holding out his phone. So, fine! I kept on talking. He took a few shots of pictures and I was really damn hot.
He called a security guard to disperse the group which consists of 4 people.
Guard: Itu officer suruh kamu semua jangan cakap.
Me: Dia bukan sangat suka ambik gambar punya kah?Suruh dia ambik lagi la. Kalau dia mau kita tak mau cakap,suruh dia sendiri mai sini cakap dengan saya!
Guard:................ (walked out to talk with Mr.A)
I told my friends not to scared because I am here (sounds......a bit ahem*)
Then, Mr.A was on phone and I was very aware of my surrounding. I was afraid that the big shots(executive or manager) to come up. That will be a huge case if that really happens.
Then, Mr.A came to talk to me.(in hokkien)
Mr.A: I need your explanation.
Me:I don't need to explain anymore. You already took my picture. Why still asked me about that?! Take more pictures la!
Mr.A: No....I just take and if your reason is acceptable I will delete it.
Me: Walaueh! You can't be a policeman.
Mr.A: ??????
Me: If you are a policeman, you surely will own a gun. You will surely shoot dead the people first before questioning. Shoot before you ask. That's what you do!!!
Mr.A: No...I need you to respect me ma..Now just explain to me.
Me: You really want me to explain?! OK! These are 3 new part timers. I am the old worker here.
CORRECT???!!!!
Mr.A: Ya...
Me: So, I just wanna tell them about some customers that can take advantage (molest). I wanna give them a warning. Am I doing a wrong thing?
Mr:A: Not wrong...at least tell me ma...If you wanna talk,nex time look for me first..
Me: OH!!!So if next time I can't see you, I don't have to talk anymore,is it?Do you mean that??!!
Mr.A:No...If you can't look for me nevermind. I have many paper work already. So just tell me and I am ok with it.
Me: If everybody does what you said. So, you can't finish your work anymore! You won't have time because many people are working on this floor!!!
(well, yeah!!I did shouted and I was in the spotlight)
Bla bla...He explained his bloody stuff and suddenly Mr.S(newly appointed assistant supervisor of gent's department) called him to go into the office.
Many people felt amazed because I am always so gentle at my appearance..hehe....
'Jacky,GOOD JOB!'
That's what I heard a lot.
Suddenly, Mr.S called me in. I gave flying kisses to everyone as I was in the spotlight.
Mr.S: Please have a seat.
Me:Sit? Well,it's ok one la...
Mr.S: No NO!!!you must sit. I know you have some problems. Let me help you to solve it.
I talked about the molest cases and suddenly Mr.A walked in.
Actually now we were in the office.
Bla bla....
Mr.A : You can't do grouping...
Mr.S: Was there any customer around?
Mr.A:No...
Mr.S: Then, it's ok! He has the right. Moreover his counter is near.
I felt shocked....I respect you dude!
Bla bla...
I walked out as a hero....muahahaha!!!
I guess I will be famous in Pacific Komtar!
-steam-
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Promises...
hi!!!
The way you break,
It makes my heart feels the ache,
The words are fake,
I am actually outside the slient but unclear lake.
The pain I take,
For the lies you laid,
For the price I paid,
For the promises you made.
You just made things worse,
You made my feelings burst,
I see your promise as a curse,
-steam-
The way you break,
It makes my heart feels the ache,
The words are fake,
I am actually outside the slient but unclear lake.
The pain I take,
For the lies you laid,
For the price I paid,
For the promises you made.
You just made things worse,
You made my feelings burst,
I see your promise as a curse,
Why did you promise me at first?
-steam-
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Another one...
hi!!!
I got a teacher with the same name as mine during my sixth form.
Now, there is a colleague with the name 'bk' .
What a coincidence.... Will the market of my name drop?
-steam-
I got a teacher with the same name as mine during my sixth form.
Now, there is a colleague with the name 'bk' .
What a coincidence.... Will the market of my name drop?
-steam-
Friday, May 15, 2009
TKD Demo in MBS...
hi!!!
I went to mbs today. I did some demo with firdaus and jes. We just trained for around 10 minutes and we are up there. Can u imagine that?
I was doing self-defense with jes and again,I was the rapist as usual.
I walked in after I wiped my saliva looking at jes. Sex maniac? Perhaps :P
But,after I grabbed her shoulder, she looked at me. I was.....haix....knife hand,knife hand.
Then she knife handed me but with a kick after that. There shouldnt be any kicking. I was shocked and had to fall but not tat 'good'. Laughters.....GERAM!!!
Then knife set with firdaus and 3 sets only. Laughters....
Black belt pattern, I noticed the gals in the front row were looking at me. :P
Then,I sparred with firdaus and my friend said I hit his head but did I?
I regret of going but.....
After I went back,
Jes told me her friends wanna know more about me :P
Hahahaha....I should be there at first...muaahahahaha
-steam-
I went to mbs today. I did some demo with firdaus and jes. We just trained for around 10 minutes and we are up there. Can u imagine that?
I was doing self-defense with jes and again,I was the rapist as usual.
I walked in after I wiped my saliva looking at jes. Sex maniac? Perhaps :P
But,after I grabbed her shoulder, she looked at me. I was.....haix....knife hand,knife hand.
Then she knife handed me but with a kick after that. There shouldnt be any kicking. I was shocked and had to fall but not tat 'good'. Laughters.....GERAM!!!
Then knife set with firdaus and 3 sets only. Laughters....
Black belt pattern, I noticed the gals in the front row were looking at me. :P
Then,I sparred with firdaus and my friend said I hit his head but did I?
I regret of going but.....
After I went back,
Jes told me her friends wanna know more about me :P
Hahahaha....I should be there at first...muaahahahaha
-steam-
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Something is just not right....
hi!!!
Something is not right,
I just don't know how to fight,
Whether it's heavy or light,
Whether it's loose or tight.
-steam-
Something is not right,
I just don't know how to fight,
Whether it's heavy or light,
Whether it's loose or tight.
-steam-
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Job Vacancies
hi!!!
There are job vacancies for part timers in Pacific Komtar.
Don't worry because you will surely work the same floor as me ^^
Usually they offer 4 hours job per day.
But there are 2 brands offering 8 hours job per day.
For those interested,please leave your mark in my chatbox. Thanks!
-steam-
There are job vacancies for part timers in Pacific Komtar.
Don't worry because you will surely work the same floor as me ^^
Usually they offer 4 hours job per day.
But there are 2 brands offering 8 hours job per day.
For those interested,please leave your mark in my chatbox. Thanks!
-steam-
Friday, May 1, 2009
Confuse...
hi!!!
Problems to reduce,
Solutions to reuse,
For everything we need a fuse,
But for something, I am so confuse...
-steam-
Problems to reduce,
Solutions to reuse,
For everything we need a fuse,
But for something, I am so confuse...
-steam-
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Selfish...
hi!!!
I know I am selfish. I just can't trust anyone. So,please understand me. I can hardly tell out my problems. To all my love ones, I am really sorry.
As selfish as usual
As stupid as usual
As cruel as usual
That's me!
-steam-
I know I am selfish. I just can't trust anyone. So,please understand me. I can hardly tell out my problems. To all my love ones, I am really sorry.
As selfish as usual
As stupid as usual
As cruel as usual
That's me!
-steam-
Friday, April 24, 2009
Be Myself...
hi!!!
No more poem this time and I am really gonna blog my feeling out!
Well,actually I am not jealous at all. I see many people having soulmates or friends to share their problems but I just don't have one. Whenever I have problems, I prefer to keep rather than express them out. Maybe that's me.
But, I just like to keep. Many people offered themselves to listen to my problems but I just couldn't express my feelings out. I didn't mean to hide but after telling out my problems, I will feel uneasy. I prefer to listen rather than talk. Yeah! I know sometimes I do talk a lot but I can only crap. I think I don't talk a lot but I crap a lot instead. Haha...Haix.
Sometimes at home, I can still laugh. But sometimes, I can't. Parents will said I am moody. Well,maybe they are right. But sometimes I got scolded because I am in low mood. Maybe they just understand my feelings enough. But I just let them scold without saying anything. Haha...Who can take that? Well, it's ME!
I never mean to show my unhappiness to anybody else but I just can't fake it anymore. So, sorry to my friends and family members if my face scares you out or sadden you.
I know I am weird. I like to keep and hide myself alone whenever I have problems. But sometimes I do prefer people to talk crap with me. Maybe some jokes can make me smile but not a happy smile, dude. People may say I think too much. Haha...perhaps,they are right. If not, where will I get my white hair from? ^^
Am I being stupid or I'm cruel to myself? Express everything out? NEVER! But, I am having hard times dude. How? Nobody can understand me...
-steam-
No more poem this time and I am really gonna blog my feeling out!
Well,actually I am not jealous at all. I see many people having soulmates or friends to share their problems but I just don't have one. Whenever I have problems, I prefer to keep rather than express them out. Maybe that's me.
But, I just like to keep. Many people offered themselves to listen to my problems but I just couldn't express my feelings out. I didn't mean to hide but after telling out my problems, I will feel uneasy. I prefer to listen rather than talk. Yeah! I know sometimes I do talk a lot but I can only crap. I think I don't talk a lot but I crap a lot instead. Haha...Haix.
Sometimes at home, I can still laugh. But sometimes, I can't. Parents will said I am moody. Well,maybe they are right. But sometimes I got scolded because I am in low mood. Maybe they just understand my feelings enough. But I just let them scold without saying anything. Haha...Who can take that? Well, it's ME!
I never mean to show my unhappiness to anybody else but I just can't fake it anymore. So, sorry to my friends and family members if my face scares you out or sadden you.
I know I am weird. I like to keep and hide myself alone whenever I have problems. But sometimes I do prefer people to talk crap with me. Maybe some jokes can make me smile but not a happy smile, dude. People may say I think too much. Haha...perhaps,they are right. If not, where will I get my white hair from? ^^
Am I being stupid or I'm cruel to myself? Express everything out? NEVER! But, I am having hard times dude. How? Nobody can understand me...
-steam-
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
What Is Love All About?
hi!!!
In this simple and yet complicated world,
What are guys to a girl,
Can a simple girl make them whirl,
Or she can only manage to make them curl?
Love is just like our mother nature,
It needs time to mature,
It involves the past and the future,
Sometimes it's selfish like a vulture. (hehe..^^)
Love has no reason,
Love affects every person,
Love has no direction,
Love is definitely uncertain.
At the beginning, love is so beautiful,
And of course the world is so wonderful,
Everyone hopes for it to be fruitful,
Everyone aims for it to be successful.
At the certain moment, love will bloom,
This is when the heart is being zoomed,
This is when there is no longer a doom,
Love is so cute like a giant mushroom. (can't think of a good one..sorry)
After a certain moment, love will fade,
No one can ever challenge the fate,
When the love is up to date,
This is when the love is dead.
Eyes will become wet,
Emotions will turn sad,
I'm sorry that destiny can't be met,
It's either to forgive or to forget...
-steam-
In this simple and yet complicated world,
What are guys to a girl,
Can a simple girl make them whirl,
Or she can only manage to make them curl?
Love is just like our mother nature,
It needs time to mature,
It involves the past and the future,
Sometimes it's selfish like a vulture. (hehe..^^)
Love has no reason,
Love affects every person,
Love has no direction,
Love is definitely uncertain.
At the beginning, love is so beautiful,
And of course the world is so wonderful,
Everyone hopes for it to be fruitful,
Everyone aims for it to be successful.
At the certain moment, love will bloom,
This is when the heart is being zoomed,
This is when there is no longer a doom,
Love is so cute like a giant mushroom. (can't think of a good one..sorry)
After a certain moment, love will fade,
No one can ever challenge the fate,
When the love is up to date,
This is when the love is dead.
Eyes will become wet,
Emotions will turn sad,
I'm sorry that destiny can't be met,
It's either to forgive or to forget...
-steam-
The Tug Of War
hi!!!
Here, she starts to roar,
Asking for trouble and even more,
Here, she starts to gore,
I just don't even know how to end the war.
-steam-
Here, she starts to roar,
Asking for trouble and even more,
Here, she starts to gore,
I just don't even know how to end the war.
-steam-
Monday, April 6, 2009
Bishop, Queen and The King
hi!!!
I just can't share,
And I don't know who you care,
I see her in your heart no matter here or there,
And I see her with you everywhere.
Inside your heart, I can't pull her out,
No matter how tough or loud,
I am not really that stout,
And I really don't understand what is love all about.
Love can't be shared like a wedding cake,
I just couldn't know whether your love towards me is real or fake,
Sadness and loneliness, that's what I take,
But still, I swallow them no matter how my heart feels the ache.
Looking in your eyes,
I don't even know do you tell lies,
Being with you, I don't know whether it's stupid or wise,
But now everybody can hear my sigh and 'haiz'...
I just can't share and I don't know why,
Between me and her, I am the one who cry,
When I see you, I say 'Hi', but when I see her, you say 'bye' ,
I gave you chances but you didn't even try....
-steam-
I just can't share,
And I don't know who you care,
I see her in your heart no matter here or there,
And I see her with you everywhere.
Inside your heart, I can't pull her out,
No matter how tough or loud,
I am not really that stout,
And I really don't understand what is love all about.
Love can't be shared like a wedding cake,
I just couldn't know whether your love towards me is real or fake,
Sadness and loneliness, that's what I take,
But still, I swallow them no matter how my heart feels the ache.
Looking in your eyes,
I don't even know do you tell lies,
Being with you, I don't know whether it's stupid or wise,
But now everybody can hear my sigh and 'haiz'...
I just can't share and I don't know why,
Between me and her, I am the one who cry,
When I see you, I say 'Hi', but when I see her, you say 'bye' ,
I gave you chances but you didn't even try....
-steam-
Sunday, April 5, 2009
The Loner
hi!!!
He sits down looking at everyone,
To everyone's concern, he is no one.
He feels like he is just an unwanted plant,
Feeling the heat under the scorching hot sun.
He has many things to mend,
He is still alone no matter where or when,
He knows he will always be a lonely man,
But still, he is still searching for a human friend.
Is he heartless? Is he brainless?
One thing for sure, he is helpless,
One 'friend' to accompany him with his messes,
His only true 'friend', loneliness.
Being thrusted and pierced,
He still can't defend himself because he is not fierce,
Everynight, being alone wiping his tears,
This has been going on for years.
No one can ever understand him,
No one can ever have the heart of him,
No one will ever have the heart for him,
But everyone can easily makes his life dimp.
Among the prawns, he is the only shrimp,
His life is so short and yet can be trimmed,
In the huge ocean, he can hardly swim,
Instead of shrimp, he is chosen to be the low quality whipped cream.
He prays to the Almighty,
And indeed he prays sincerely,
But still, he can't see the answer clearly,
Why is he so lonely...?
-steam-
He sits down looking at everyone,
To everyone's concern, he is no one.
He feels like he is just an unwanted plant,
Feeling the heat under the scorching hot sun.
He has many things to mend,
He is still alone no matter where or when,
He knows he will always be a lonely man,
But still, he is still searching for a human friend.
Is he heartless? Is he brainless?
One thing for sure, he is helpless,
One 'friend' to accompany him with his messes,
His only true 'friend', loneliness.
Being thrusted and pierced,
He still can't defend himself because he is not fierce,
Everynight, being alone wiping his tears,
This has been going on for years.
No one can ever understand him,
No one can ever have the heart of him,
No one will ever have the heart for him,
But everyone can easily makes his life dimp.
Among the prawns, he is the only shrimp,
His life is so short and yet can be trimmed,
In the huge ocean, he can hardly swim,
Instead of shrimp, he is chosen to be the low quality whipped cream.
He prays to the Almighty,
And indeed he prays sincerely,
But still, he can't see the answer clearly,
Why is he so lonely...?
-steam-
Pacific Love Life
hi!!!
Well,at first there is 3 couples on the 4th floor of Pacific Komtar. The 'Famous 3' I guess. So the first couple got it started quite well. As we can see, they got it ok and i just couldnn't know much. But during the relationship, they quarreled very much and it ended that the guy did the things that the girls don't like and the girl did the same thing too. So, it really needs someone to tolerate. That's what love do really need. And in the end, game over. The girl said that she didn't really like the guy but just pity the guy. =.='''
The second couple.Wow!A bit complicated. Let say, this involves 3 people. A, B and C. A and C are the guys. A tackled the girl first, B. Well, A did many things that can touch a girl's heart. Stop smoking is one of them. I know it's very hard 2 stop smoking but he just kept on trying. Well, sometimes I really do respect the guy. But C liked A since the first the he saw he coming to work. And C is a er.....stupid guy? He kept his feelings all the time. B liked C too. At times, C got confused that B liked other guys.At first, his pal, then her colleague......and finally A. A and B walked together and ate together. Well, it's a misundertsanding.
I hope you guys know what I am blogging right now.
But it goes on for a month I think. Suddenly, C knew that the girl liked him too. So , he confessed his feelings secretively to the girl and the girl was shocked. The girl thought he was just playing because A had did many things but C just did nothing to prove his love. Well, do love need proving? And days goes on and yeah! The couple involves B and C. Well, for me, I think they should get together since they like each other but many of the people objected because they are the friends of A. Love need friends? I just can't get the answer now...
And then, C liked the girl and fall deeply when time goes on but B was afraid to love him. She just couldn't trust that guy enough. She got a bitter relationship in her past. So, she just liked the guy only. And perhaps, liked a little bit? The guy,C was very sad indeed. He just couldn't understand because he didn't have a much bitter relastionship than the girl. I really pity the girl. And I pity the guy as well.Don't you think he is stupid? If I am the guy, I just wouldn't know can I be like him? Sacrifices of his feelings and pride just because of that girl. And I admit,the guy is me! I just can't believe it! Where is my ego?
Then, since their relationship is not so good going on, A came back to fight for her. It's really a tough time for the three of them. The girl got touched but liked the other guy. Who will you choose? The guy that you like but didn't prove anything or the guy that can make you feel touched but no love feelings?
After a moment, the girl chosed C! Yeah right choice I would say. But the girl just couldn't splash all her heart in the relationship. She was so afraid of being hurt again. And the guy,C cried a few times just because of the girl. Well, it's imppossible for him to cry for a girl right? And they broke up to consider and yeah! They got together again and the girl was so lovely towards him.
Since the guy,C who knows psychology and can judge a people by their looks and their talking, he told the girl that who wants to break their relationship and who is not a good guy. But the girl didn't believe her. Arguements again and finally the girl got the guy right. She kicked A out officially.
Then, the guy likes to hide his secret and that makes all the misunderstanding. He is a guy that don't even mind misundertsanding. Crazy? And now....because of that.....game over.
The third couple, the guy tackled many girls in my working place. And he is so obvious a playboy! But, he got his lucky third time. So, he got a girl and now, he is having 2 girlfriends. What a guy is that? They are the only one standing....
-steam-
Well,at first there is 3 couples on the 4th floor of Pacific Komtar. The 'Famous 3' I guess. So the first couple got it started quite well. As we can see, they got it ok and i just couldnn't know much. But during the relationship, they quarreled very much and it ended that the guy did the things that the girls don't like and the girl did the same thing too. So, it really needs someone to tolerate. That's what love do really need. And in the end, game over. The girl said that she didn't really like the guy but just pity the guy. =.='''
The second couple.Wow!A bit complicated. Let say, this involves 3 people. A, B and C. A and C are the guys. A tackled the girl first, B. Well, A did many things that can touch a girl's heart. Stop smoking is one of them. I know it's very hard 2 stop smoking but he just kept on trying. Well, sometimes I really do respect the guy. But C liked A since the first the he saw he coming to work. And C is a er.....stupid guy? He kept his feelings all the time. B liked C too. At times, C got confused that B liked other guys.At first, his pal, then her colleague......and finally A. A and B walked together and ate together. Well, it's a misundertsanding.
I hope you guys know what I am blogging right now.
But it goes on for a month I think. Suddenly, C knew that the girl liked him too. So , he confessed his feelings secretively to the girl and the girl was shocked. The girl thought he was just playing because A had did many things but C just did nothing to prove his love. Well, do love need proving? And days goes on and yeah! The couple involves B and C. Well, for me, I think they should get together since they like each other but many of the people objected because they are the friends of A. Love need friends? I just can't get the answer now...
And then, C liked the girl and fall deeply when time goes on but B was afraid to love him. She just couldn't trust that guy enough. She got a bitter relationship in her past. So, she just liked the guy only. And perhaps, liked a little bit? The guy,C was very sad indeed. He just couldn't understand because he didn't have a much bitter relastionship than the girl. I really pity the girl. And I pity the guy as well.Don't you think he is stupid? If I am the guy, I just wouldn't know can I be like him? Sacrifices of his feelings and pride just because of that girl. And I admit,the guy is me! I just can't believe it! Where is my ego?
Then, since their relationship is not so good going on, A came back to fight for her. It's really a tough time for the three of them. The girl got touched but liked the other guy. Who will you choose? The guy that you like but didn't prove anything or the guy that can make you feel touched but no love feelings?
After a moment, the girl chosed C! Yeah right choice I would say. But the girl just couldn't splash all her heart in the relationship. She was so afraid of being hurt again. And the guy,C cried a few times just because of the girl. Well, it's imppossible for him to cry for a girl right? And they broke up to consider and yeah! They got together again and the girl was so lovely towards him.
Since the guy,C who knows psychology and can judge a people by their looks and their talking, he told the girl that who wants to break their relationship and who is not a good guy. But the girl didn't believe her. Arguements again and finally the girl got the guy right. She kicked A out officially.
Then, the guy likes to hide his secret and that makes all the misunderstanding. He is a guy that don't even mind misundertsanding. Crazy? And now....because of that.....game over.
The third couple, the guy tackled many girls in my working place. And he is so obvious a playboy! But, he got his lucky third time. So, he got a girl and now, he is having 2 girlfriends. What a guy is that? They are the only one standing....
-steam-
Friday, April 3, 2009
They or me?
hi!!!
They can't fight for themselves,
So, I have to fight for them,
But if I fight for them,
Who will fight for me?
It only worths me to fight for myself...
-steam-
They can't fight for themselves,
So, I have to fight for them,
But if I fight for them,
Who will fight for me?
It only worths me to fight for myself...
-steam-
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