New sem, Old dream

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Steamer is here, with the start of the new semester, but with the same old dream....



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Perfectly Flawed

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Unbelievable to mention the fact,
You're the diamond with a lengthy crack,
Flawed from the front til the back,
However in my heart you are still so perfect.

I was born just to love you,
Besides that, I don't know what else can I do,
It sounds stupid but it is so true,
The question that left me without a single clue.

Days passed til years,
Shallow line to colourful layers
We laughed with joy and cried with tears,
I am all yours, never hers...


HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!


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Long long time...

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It's been a long long time since I last blogged.....




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Hari Test Hari Jadi...

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Bangun awal awal pagi,
Test sudah kat sana nanti,
Makin fikir makin takda hati,
Macam mana pun kenalah pergi.

Test selepas hari jadi,
Mau enjoy pun mesti tunggu nanti,
Hanya revision , tak boleh party,
Harap harap markah bolehlah tinggi.

Test lagi selepas hari jadi,
Macam mana pun takda happy,
Fikir lagi, sedih lagi,
24 jam hanyalah boleh study.

Test habis, mood pun lari,
Answer macam mana pun tak boleh cari,
Ini macam emo la sepanjang hari,
Harap harap ang kong po pi po pi.

Apa boleh wa cakap lagi,
At least birthday cake ada orang kasi,
Ini macam selamatlah hari jadi,
Kepada wa diri sendiri...

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Left out...

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Morning shines,
It's time to open up my eyes,
To see the world of thousand lies,
Accompanied by the flying flies.

I am one of the mice,
Hence, people won't treat me nice,
All I hope is a bowl of rice,
Day by day I am shrinking in size.

Travelling with an aching neck,
No longer the man before I got sacked,
He got jacked and I got the whack,
I covered but I left out my back.

Hair is getting longer,
Skin is getting darker,
Of course I am getting older,
For everything, I am always a loser.

Always and always a loner,

Fighting against hunger,

Hoping tomorrow will be better.
This is the life of a beggar...


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Lonely Christmas

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From left to right,
Everything is in white,
No more scorching sunlight,
From morning til night.

Snow falls from the unreachable height,
Yet so soft and light,
Things so dull and nothing bright,
From morning til night.

Searching far across so wide,
I am not in sight,
No one by my side,
From morning til night.


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Just too tight

hi!!!

I have so many friends. The good ones and the ....bad ones?  I am so lost right now. I just need someone to talk to but, as usual, same problem goes....

It is never easy for me. With something dark from the past...

All I can tell myself is 'I am learning'. Tough moment...indeed.

This is only the beginning. But I am not ready for the next challenge yet.

Come on Steamer!


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