Another Broken Heart

hi!!!

So many words for the broken heart,
Life is never easy and it's always hard,
And yet, love is the crucial part,
Always bitter sweet no matter what.

Heart is shattered,
Love has turned into hatred,
Away it goes, but long time faded,
This is what I got with the time wasted.

You left me with darkness and pain,
Because of you I almost got insane,
You also left me with the clouds and rain,
Also with the memories down the lane...

"Inspired by someone with broken heart"

-steam-

Another New Breath for the 3rd Time...

hi!!!

Second week of my third year as an undergraduate has passed with.....Well, too much to say about it. So, take your time and ENJOY!

When I left my home to face another interesting and yet complicated challenge, my heart felt so heavy. The density got up. Maybe, it was because of the 4 months break given. Well, life is life and I still have to live with the challenges, at least this one is interesting XD

I miss my friends there especially the one currently in Australia. Life there is different without him ( I know this sounds a bit gay) Cut the gayness and proceed...

I was all alone in my room for the first week. It was so damn quiet and peaceful as if I was in the library for a week. Of course, without the air conditioning. For my previous two years, I procrastinated but quite unlikely for my previous semester. And, what did I get? The highest pointer in my tertiary life SO FAR for my previous sem(but not good enough as I ALMOST hit my target). So, another fresh start without procrastination is what I am aiming for right now! This semester is all about studies and theories. So, I MUST HIT MY TARGET THIS SEM!!! (Hopefully)

Then, second week came with just a blink of eyes. I still continue my 'nerdy' life but of course, with a few hours of entertainment and sports. YES, SPORTS! So that I can build up my body....to protect my girlfriend. Errr...anyone? It's ok to say no but I advise you not to regret ( only applies to female reader).

But, some went unexpected and it was never in my plan. INJURY! I just injured my left hand yesterday and I feel pain whenever I hold with my left hand. It got worse as I saw a poster about futsal competition which starts next week :( . I registered of course and hopefully, no one get pass me! But, I need my hand to recover first of course. Oh god, please popi popi.

And I am very handsome as usual.

-steam-

The real holiday begins...

hi!!!

Finally I am done with working but still, money is not enough. 4 months of hard work seems to turn out so little. I went shopping and I am poor again. Very very poor indeed. Money is always too easy to be spent and extra hard to earn. When will the rich Steamer exist? Sooner,later or never?

There are only 2 possibilities for someone being so poor. Spent too much or earn too little. I still couldn't figure out which one is mine. I hope you can figure it out if you consider yourself poor enough.

Let's talk something happier. I have my holiday!!!! YAHOO! Although it's only a week plus, at least I can really enjoy the relaxing life before the hectic one begins.

4 months of hibernation for my brain and I am going to use it again. I hope nothing got stuck and no lubrication is required. Well, hopefully...I can only hope for now...

-steam-

The wait, the hope...

hi!!!

Far across the land,

Farms,animals and men,

One more year to ten,

I am still waiting for my man.

I'd rejected many,

Although I am never happy,

What's the matter with me?

All of because of my hubby.

He left everything to go to the city,

With the hope of earning more money,

I hope one day he will come back to me,

And still, be so lovely...

-steam-

$$$

hi!!!

I was in holiday from blogging for a while. Wasn't in the mood to blog and I really got no inspiration at all. What the hell! Anyway, this is just another empty post. Currently, money is so damn important to me. Thought of so much to spend and, GOD OF WEALTH, come to me PLEASE!

No money really NO good AR!!!

-steam-

Shogun 2

hi!!!

I am back and the blog is still breathing.

I was busy completing a game known as Total War : Shogun 2. I guess I am back to my gaming life. I used to be an intensive gamer which didn't bathe for few days (when I was small of course). I can't upload the picture here as error occurs. So to any gamer, try the game. It's nice and it needs a lot of planning and thinking. Some sort like chess and patience is really virtue. I took one month plus just to finish a campaign and there many more left.

The game is to become the shogun(lord) of Japan by conquering provinces. As usual, diplomatics gameplay exists which means the lesser the enemy, the better. Ninjas and geishas are available.

More to be discovered...

So, time for war!

-steam-

Happy Anniversary

hi!!!

We have been together for a year,

Without dripping a single tear,

I am your darling and you are my dear,

Sometimes we are far apart but our hearts are always near.

For evey wrong doing I am sorry,

Everytime you forgive and I am happy,

You did wait when I was busy,

If you didn't I don't know what would I be.

Among the sand, you are the pearl,

I can't believe this is so real,

As you are my only girl,

And also everything of my world.

The words can't fully express the love from me,

I hope you know and you can see,

Our love, we hope for eternity,

And I am looking forward for our second anniversary...

-steam-